Yo guys, so I'm back. I know it's been a long time but I'm back now yo. Hope enjoy it as I have become a lot better at writing over the time I've been gone so yeah. Enjoy x (Also I know they're in the trouble tones in the last few chapters but I'm basing it more on season two for now so they're still in the new directions, as well Santana is dating sam. Sorry for all ye changes)
Santana's POV
I walked into Spanish that morning with Britt right next to me. God how beautiful she was. We had a substitute teacher. Miss, Holly Holiday. Well if she was covering this class she would be doing for Glee Club.
"Hola Clase" she spoke as we were all in the lesson
Me and Britt sat talking at the back of the lesson while she was introducing the lesson. It didn't really matter for me and I help Britt in most lessons anyway.
"So you wanna get some sweet lady kisses on tonight?" I asked her, touching her thigh.
The bell finally rung for lunch at 12:30. Me and Britt went to speak to Miss Holiday instead. (Watch Glee season 2 episode 15 to know what they talk about)
"You guys always express your feelings through song so why don't you do that?" Holly suggested.
"I have the perfect song but you'll have to help us" I stated
"I thought you'd never ask"
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I took my love and I took it down
I climbed a mountain and I turned around
And I saw my reflection in the snow-covered hills
Well, the landslide brought me down
Oh, mirror in the sky, what is love
Can the child within my heart rise above
Can I sail through the changing ocean tides
Can I handle the seasons of my life
Uh uh... uh uh, uh uh....
Well, I've been afraid of changin'
Cause I've built my life around you
But time makes you bolder
Children get older
And I'm getting older too
Well
Well, I've been afraid of changin'
Cause I've built my life around you
But time makes you bolder
Children get older
And I'm getting older too
Well, I'm getting older too
So.. take this love and take it down
Yeah, and if you climb a mountain and you turn around
And if you see my reflection in the snow-covered hills
Well, the landslide brought it down
And if you see my reflection in the snow-covered hills
Well maybe...
Well maybe...
Well maybe...
The landslide'll bring you down
I never took my eyes off Brittany the whole time we were singing that song. She's so damn perfect. Her amazing eyes, smile, perfect blonde locks, her body. Everything about her was amazing. I shed a tear at the thought that she wasn't mine.
"Is that really feel?" Britt asked me
All I could say was "uh yeah"
I got up and walked over to her. I embraced her in a hug.
"Thank you" I said just loud enough for her to hear.
Berry started talking, oh god, "Can I jut applaud this trio for exploring the uncharted world of Sapphic charm?" No you may not "Brava, Brava"
Time to set her straight "Look, just because I sang a song with brittany doesn't mean you can put a label on me. Is that clear?"
Later on we went watching The Celibacy club sing a song. Afternoon Delight. What a song.
I sat next to Britt with Sam in the other side of me an Artie above us. Brittany was dancing all throughout the song. No Britt, no. She was cute though.
We went home after that , back to mine. It reminded me of the night of our double date a month ago. We hopped on my bed and got our sweet lady kisses on. I pushed Brittany onto the bed and kissed her lips, neck and anywhere I could. Then she grabbed my leg from under me and flipped me over. The roles were reversed she was kissing me all over my body and it was getting too much. I pushed her off and went and sat at my dresser. Fixing my hair whilst cooling off.
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The next day at school I walked over to Britt's locker.
"Hey" she greeted me with.
"Can we talk?" I asked
"But we never do that" she stated.
"I know but I wanted to thank you for performing that song with me in glee club."
"Yeah" Brittany smiled.
"It made me do a lot of thinking. And what I've realised is why I'm such a bitch all the time. Im a bitch because I'm angry. And I'm angry because I have all these feelings. Feelings for you. That I'm afraid of dealing with because I'm afraid of dealing with the consequences. And Brittany, I can't go to the Indigo Girls concert. I just can't."
"I understand that" god I love her
"Do you understand what I'm trying to say here?"
She shook her head "no, not really"
"I want to be with you. But I'm afraid of the talks and the looks. I mean you know what happened with Kurt at this school."
"But honey" Oh God "If anybody were to ever make fun of you, you would either kick their ass or slash them with your vicious vicious words."
Don't cry Santana don't cry. "Yeah I know but I'm so afraid of what everyone will say behind my back. Still, I have to accept that I love you. I love you and I don't want to be with Sam or Finn or any of those other guys. I just want you. Please say you love me back. Please."
"Of course I love you. I do." That's all I needed to hear "And I'd totally be with you if it weren't for Artie." What?
"Artie?"
"I love him too. I don't want to hurt him. That's not right. I can't break up with him"
"Yes, you can. He's just a stupid boy"
"But it wouldn't be right" I don't care about right. "Santana, you have to know if Artie and I were to ever break up, and I'm lucky enough that you're still single-" she went to hold my hand put I pulled back.
"Don't" But Brittany please do. At this point tears were rolling down my face.
"-I am so yours, proudly so"
"Yeah, wow. Whoever thought that being fluid made you so stuck?"
"I'm sorry" I don't care about our apologies. I started crying more. "Don't, I'm sorry" she put her arms around me.
"Get off me." I said, pushing her off. I walked off crying. From there I went home.
