You're Broken Too? {A blind Adrien fanfic}『AU』

Prologue

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Bold: thoughts from both characters.

Italic: Enid's thoughts

Underline: Adrien's thoughts

~"Your in control, rid of the monsters inside your head. Put all your faults to bed. You can be King again."~

No body knows what it's like..

To be..

Broken..

Abused..

Blind..

Empty..

Alone..

Invisible..

I live in a world full of hate and anger..pain and abuse..

I live in a world where I can't see colours.

Where everything is blurry..

Dark and colourless..

I've been locked away..

Away from the outside world..

My mother is gone.

My father?

Half the time I feel like part of him has died with my mother..

I don't know how I became blind..

I was born with it..

I don't know what I did wrong..

For my mother to hate me.

For her to hurt me and make me feel bad..make me feel..

Nothing..

They ask me if I'm ok..

What should I say to them?

"No I'm not ok! DON'T YOU SEE HOW MUCH I'M DROWNING!"

"WHY CANT YOU OPEN YOUR EYES AND SEE ME FOR HOW BROKEN I AM!"

"WHY CAN'T YOU SEE I'M SCREAM! CRYING FOR HELP!"

But instead...

I stay silent..

Not daring to say a word..

I keep my head down and hope no one sees..hoping no one will care..

I fake a smile and nod my head. "Yeah I'm doing fine." I say as I stayed silent again.

I guess I grew up faking my emotions. Trying to show how I can be strong when I can't.

Even when my own father's ignores me.

Pretends I don't exist.

I just want him to love me..

Notice me..

Scream at him,

"I AM YOUR SON! I'M RIGHT HERE! WHY WON'T YOU ACKNOWLEDGE ME! IF NOT THAT AT LEAST PRETEND TO CARE! WHY WON'T YOU NOTICE ME!"