Prologue:
Everything would be inexplicably easier if we began at the end.
I like endings. As odd as it may be.
As a kid and up until a few years back I had the tendency to read the last page of a book before starting to read it or at the very least the last paragraph. Although, granted, halfway through the book I would forget what it had actually said.
However, it was part of my routine. It didn't exactly spoil the story as many believed. Reading the last page or so helped spiked my curiosity in the begin. It set a tone to a journey.
As the all so cliche over used line says, it's not about the destination it's about the journey.
It's not completely wrong.
Knowing, briefly, how something ended gets one to wonder how did it ended up the way it did. As the end can be the same for several stories.
For example let's say a character dies. But why do they die? Was it on purpose ? What circumstances have previously led to this act?
Growing up I have always had a thing for wanting to know the end before the start. When doing a maze puzzle it was always easier to start at the end and make your way to the beginning then the actual intended way. Which would technically be considered cheating.
Its always been a challenge for me to just start and go through the flow. That's probably why I quit a lot of hobbies as a child. Karate, tennis, swimming. The latter I should have probably not given up on seeing as it's an important survival skill. That and I live in the West coast. Merely a few minutes away from the great Pacific ocean. It really is such a shame.
However, the point I want to make clear is that I'll be starting at the end.
The end of many experiences.
This may or may not spoil the views of many.
Yet, this is how it shall commence, at the end.
It was the summer of '18.
Still is in fact.
I had messed up my sleep schedule like any other teenager in summer vacation. It was around two or three in the morning. My sister was still in school having two weeks of school left. As for my brother well he was in summer school. He had been one point short from graduating on time. Nonetheless he did eventually graduate, fortunately. So there they were. Asleep in waits for school the next morning.
I was, am, the overachiever of us three. I didn't have to go to school or do some other senseless things. Except, I had summer assignments (homework). Im about to embark on a year of at least three ap classes in a few weeks. So in returns I had a stack of work to do. (currently having not completed a single thing with school coming up around the corner. )
I had taken out my computer that had been gifted to me a few years earlier. My mom's boss had seen my mom's Facebook post bragging about my grades. So her and her husband had in returns gifted me a laptop. To which this day I'm completely grateful for.
I opened it up and went to Google docs, it was a Chromebook. There was no wifi at home so one of the few things I got to do was write. I love writing but can never get through to finishing anything, ironically.
Which actually isn't too ironic. As I stated earlier I always liked to know the end first. So for all stories I have ever made up in my head, I have always had the end in mind before I even started.
As a method of finally getting my writing somewhere, I chose to relieve my writing on wattpad. I wrote out a new story for all my ideas. Which are many. The thing is I can never get myself to write.
Sometimes it's because I don't know how I'll transition and other times I don't know how to word it out. Like having an image in your head but not being able to correctly display it in paper when drawing.
A secret dream of mine would to be in the showbiz. Specifically Hollywood, as an actor or director. That mixed with my writer's persona I tend to picture movies in my head. I'll make up a story and actually have a thorough story with plot twists, dialogue, climax, multiple characters, beginning and endings. Yet the difficult part was representing it words in a way that it would make it real.
Like trying to make justice to a novel by accurately displaying it in a movie format.
Although you shall be warned the continuity of this "book" will be like a TV series. Each episode is it's own story that will fit the bigger image at the end. So each episode is to start from the end working it's way to how it started.
Come forth and read the rest of this complete mess of a semi autobiography.
