by the shore

Just him

The next morning, the birds were wide awake as were the Winchesters. In the kitchen, Sam made breakfast or as Dean like to say gathered rabbit food.

Just as Sam sat down to eat Dean entered. Looking like he was hunting again. With his black circles and messy hair. Sam knew Dean didn't sleep at all. That day both Sam and Dean were anxious.

When Dean made breakfast he made sure to make John some too. After the breakfast, they made their way out. Dean tried as hard as he could to control his heart beat but nothing worked. When Dean is scared so is Sam.

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They had reach the usual spot of Dean and Cas. Dean saw the dark hair appear above the water. Following the hair appear the eyes that made the sky look gray.

"Dean... " Cas' voice shakes as he saw the other two with Dean. He look at Dean and he saw the anxious look on his face. He might not have known Dean long but he knew enough to know dean wasn't afraid of anything.

" Cas, this is my brother Sam, " Dean introduced his brother to him and as he did he seamed to calm down. " and this is my father John "

Cas had heard about them. He liked Sam from what he heard but he wasn't very fond of John. Seeing John stand there made Cas afraid. His head came above the water as he gulped down in fear.

This show made John confused. The boy was beautiful and he didn't have a dangerous feel to him. Still John wasn't sure after all how can you trust a monster.

John took a step closer. As he moved he felt the gun in his jacket brush against him. He never went without it and today was no different. " what are you?" John voice stern enough to make Cas move back.

" I'm a mer" his voice still shaking but a certain determination can be heard. As if the merman had suddenly decided that being afraid wasn't going to get him anywhere.

" what do you want with Dean "

" his company "

" wouldn't anyone do?"

The question made Cas tilt his in confusion. He didn't want anyone else just Dean. It was as simple as day. "just Dean "

"But why" John questioned getting louder. This made both Sam and Dean take a step forward. Both trying to make sure Cas was safe.

" It just is. I like Dean. There is no reason as to why it just is. " Cas answered his voice calm he wasn't afraid to say that.

It was the truth. He heard it in his voice. All of them knew Cas wasn't lying but John didn't want to believe it. It must be a trick. Some kind of magic. After all monsters don't love. They don't care. All of sudden something snapped in him. He remembered the way Dean cried front of him. My son would never cry like that. Unless he was under a spell. John thought as he felt for his gun.

The next moments were blurs. Dean saw John pull the gun and before he could think of anything he stepped in front of Cas. Sam heard the loud bang next to him. Just second after he saw dean fall. Time stopped.

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" You did this" John screamed as he pointed his gun at Cas. Before John could do anything Sam spoke up from where he was kneeling next to Dean.

" No you did. "

" Sam he is the one who spelled him. Or else why would Dean cry like that he never did before "

" He did just never in front of you. You made him a soldier and everytime he showed weakness you'd kill him for it. You did this, dad. If only you had seen him. If you had trusted him. You didn't and know he is hurt. This is on you. " Sam's voice shakes with anger and sadness.

John tried to open his mouth to say something but no words came out. He made his sons into soldiers and now these soldiers were fighting for each other. He saw the anger in Sam's eyes and he look at the merman. Watching him crying over Dean, trying to get him to open his eyes. John knew he messed up. The monster here wasn't the mer but him.

Sam had returned to making sure Dean was OK. Missing John walking away. Cas continued to cry, begging Dean to open his eyes. Though there was a heart beat it was faint. Sam didn't know what to do.