habits of my heart

p l a y l i s t

Lauv ˚ e n e m i e s

Ooh why do we, we have to be enemies, enemies? Forget all the scars, all that they are memories, memories.

Oh oh I know it hurts 'cause I feel it too, but after all, all that we been through, yeah. Ooh why do we, we have to be enemies, enemies?

Zayn Malik & Taylor Swift ˚

i d o n ' t w a n n a l i v e f o r e v e r

Baby, baby, I feel crazy, up all night, all night and every day. Give me something, oh, but you say nothing. What is happening to me?

I don't wanna live forever, 'cause I know I'll be living in vain, and I don't wanna fit wherever. I just wanna keep calling your name until you come back home.

Shawn Mendes ˚ m e r c y

You've got a hold of me; don't even know your power. I stand a hundred feet, but I fall when I'm around you. Show me an open door, then you go and slam it on me. I can't take anymore.

I'm saying baby please have mercy on me. Take it easy on my heart even though you don't mean to hurt me, you keep tearing me apart. Would you please have mercy, mercy on my heart?

Charlie Puth ˚

d a n g e r o u s l y

You've awoken me, but you're choking me, I was so obsessed.
Gave you all of me, and now honestly I got nothing left.

I loved you dangerously. More than the air that I breathe. Knew we would crash at the speed that we were going, didn't care if the explosion ruined me.
Baby, I loved you dangerously.

One Ok Rock ˚

b e d r o o m w a r f a r e

I cut you off but you're still here; you're like a whisper in my ear. You start soft, but you're getting louder, every hour I feel the power. We go hard till the morning light, we battle nightly. "Keep your enemies."

Bedroom warfare in the middle of the night. Out of nowhere you come back into my life, and I know in the morning, we'll be nothing more than each other's enemy. Bedroom warfare in the middle of the night.

Nick Jonas ˚ c l o s e

Oh damn, oh damn, oh damn, I'm so perplexed with just one breath, I'm locked in. Oh damn, oh damn, oh damn, I'm so perplexed on that, it's almost shocking. I know, I know you know you're scared, your heart, your mind, your soul, your body. They won't, they won't, they won't be careful, but I guess that you don't know me.

'Cause if I want you, and I want you, babe. Ain't going backwards, won't ask for space. 'Cause space is just a word made up by someone who's afraid to get too close.

James Young ˚

h a b i t s o f m y h e a r t

In a dark room in cold sheets, I can't feel a damn thing. I lost myself between your legs. Your medicine is in my head. You know I'd rather be alone, but then you call me on the phone.

Oh, the habits of my heart. I can't say no. It's ripping me apart. You get too close, you make it hard to let you go.

Hey guys!! I know the final chapter of this one-shot is long overdue, and I apologize greatly for that. I will publish the story sometime tomorrow. When I do publish the final chapter, please, please, please, please, please, please R-E-A-D the author's notes -- it is extremely important, and I cannot stress enough. As you do read that in the next chapter, read each word carefully.

It will explain everything, and clear all confusion about the one-shot. ALSO, if you haven't, you CANNOT read this story until you have read stanjennie 's nctpink fanfic, Victor. It is super critical that it is done.

Because this one-shot is finally set, here is the playlist! You don't have to listen to all the songs, but honestly, my favs are habits of my heart, close, and bedroom warfare ;) The lyrics are fantastic, and completely relate to Yuta!

Thank you for reading this, and see you soon!!

-Diana