I wish that the world was always dark. Have you ever stayed up until four in the morning? It's so peaceful. There's nobody to talk to, or to talk about you. There's nobody yelling, or looking with those looks that just make you feel utterly worthless. There is just silence, and peace.
Everyone talks about the good and the bad, the light and the darkness. I for one think that the darkness is actually good, not the light, if that makes sense. I mean yes, in all of the tv show there are those "good vs evil" "light vs dark" scenarios. There's yin and yang. The darkness is always seen as bad. I see it as good. I love how quiet it is. It's true peace. It's in the daylight that people are loud and yell and hurt one another. At night, everything is quiet and nobody can hurt anyone else. The darkness is always overshadowed by the light. But have you ever head of darkness blinding someone? Not in any sense other than metaphorical. Nobody gets eye damage from staring at a full moon, but stare directly at the sun and something supposedly happens- though in all my years, I've stared at the sun and nothing seems to happen. I mean I do wear eyeglasses though, so I guess maybe it has damaged me? Anyway, back to the point. Fire gives off light, too. But it also destroys the homes of forest animals, and people living in their homes. Just trying to live, but no, here comes a fire, giving off light, destroying the darkness and destroying homes. Lives.
And then there's people who seem good, light. But turns out, they're the darkness. In a way, I guess the darkness can be bad. But it never seems so.
Those are just my thoughts. I don't know. I was just thinking, just now, at three in the morning how I might like to run away. It seems so possible at night, to escape. But not in the day, in the light. It is there that I am pulled back into believing I must stay here, confined, abused, held down.
Thought done.
