Neither memoirs nor stories
Not even pictures for memories
They say you are a soul at rest and should not be disturbed
But all this just leaves me perturbed
What soul can be at rest in the blatant unfairness of life?
What soul can be at rest with such insensitive strife?
Emotional trauma they subjected you to
Nothing changed even after the sue
The love of money is the root of all evil
Even when you put everything behind and remained civil
No, it wasn't enough
They wanted it rough
Leaving me in an eternal huff
I can't even make believe situations of us together
I have never seen you in person in pictures neither
But one thing I know is that you are watching me from the Ether
You and I would have been ultimate goals
I would have told you about my insecurities and my falls
I would have let you into my my fears and let you wipe my tears
About my all-time crushes and my new catches
Sometimes I wish you'd have lived long and succumb to senile dementia
That I would have accepted albeit with a sigh
Do they even know I know you died of asphyxia?
Or they think I fell for the natural illness lie?
Why is human race overly vicious, please why?
I know we will meet in the afterlife
You me and your wife!
To my late grandpa-Joshua-that I have never seen... ILY though SFM💖💖😭
