I wasn't even sure if I should do this mostly because I have trouble putting my feelings into words and because I don't like people knowing what I'm like inside my head.
Well to say I was a normal teenager wouldn't be exactly correct because even though I was happy I always had something in the back of my head saying. "ohh look at you all happy but what if your friends secretly hated you or they all just stopped talking to you one day." so yeah I have a name for that voice and well I can't remember but what does it matter anyway.
So I went on to college lost most of the friends I made in highschool and went to college where I became a fully qualified mechanic with 3 years of college under my belt however I also discovered that no matter what you do in life there will always be a part of you which tells you not to do whatever your doing.
So 3 years pass in college and I've got a job not as a mechanic but as a painter/maintaince.
