This is for my most recent ex, who still means the world to me. The only reason he's gone is because of me. Do I wish he was still mine? Yes, 100%. Life is the way it is, and I can't help it. We love and we lose but that's a part of life. I refuse to say who. But I went somewher, expecting the same as everytime, but The fact that I go there, and find somewhere like him just blows me away.