the bridge

chapter 1

I was walking aimlessly throughout the woods then I saw the bridge. The one that has been tormenting me for the past six years. I gulp and walk towards it. I tilt my head. 'A man's silhouette? What that's new. I've never seen that before.' I shrug it off and start to walk closer, like always. The guy turns around and faces me with a questioning look. "Who are you and what are you doing in my dream?" The guy asked calmly but scared. "I-I can ask you the s-same thing..." I bit my bottom lip subconsciously and pulled my hoodie up. The guy started to walk closer before my body dissolved from the dream world and into reality.
I groan and grab my phone and turn off my alarm. 'Who was he?' I get up from bed and go over to my closet and grab out my normal black clothes. 'Ripped jeans, check, Pierce the Veil black hoodie, check, black shirt underneath, check.' I start to change and notice my bras are now to small for me now. I groan and walk into my mothers room and grab one of hers and put it on. I brush out my long silky black hair out and put my hood on. I sigh at the sight of my sad dull eyes. I put my earbuds in and grab my converse and put them on. I then grab my bag and head out the door. I always get to school before almost anyone, so I go to my main spot on campus. The small lounge roof. I quickly drive there and park. I get out my car and start walking when I bump into someone. I look up and see its the guy from my dream. 'I am sorry for doing that.' I read his lips. I shake my head when my all time least favorite person comes over. I pull out my earbuds. "Hey dude you don't want to talk to a freak like her." Jason says and gives me dirty looks. I shake my head and walk past them. I go to my spot to see it invaded with a small group of people. I try and growl quietly but it comes out louder then I anticipated. All their eyes turned to me. 'Great new people.' I watch as they all walk closer to me. "Is there a reason you growled at us ma'am?" A blonde guy with bright blue eyes said nicely. I just look down and turn around before someone with brown eyes and a weird hairdo says, "Hey you don't just ignore us." I turn back around with no emotion on my face and my shoulders sag. I was about to say something when a red headed girl said, "Tony leave the poor girl alone." I look over the whole group before locking eyes with the red head, "I don't need your sympathy. It would be better to stay away from me." My voice was hoarse because I hardly use it. That's when my stomach started acting up. I leaned against a wall and started coughing up blood. They all rushed to my side to get me to the nurses office. I just growl at them. I wipe my mouth after spitting out some extra blood left in my mouth. Then the brunet girl lifts up my hoodie and shirt to reveal my stomach and popping out rims. Everyone gasps and I pull my shirt and hoodie back down. I start to walk away when the guy with silver hair grabbed my wrist and I winced in pain. They all looked at me. The guy named Tony lifted up my sleeves and exposes my recently cut up wrists. I pull away from them and show one emotion. Sadness. I have never seen anyone look so sad for me in a while. I push my way through their group and rush to my second favorite place. Close to my first spot. I felt their eyes on me and I started climbing and jumping from far places to get on the second roof of the school. I get up to the roof and I sit down and start to read my book as I wait for the bell to ring.