Love gone wrong

Chapter one

  "Hey Chloe over here!" Adam waves by the stands, were he and Cassandra are pointing to a seat in between them. I hesitate noticing Him sitting down on the other side of the benches looking straight at me probably conteplating weather to aproach me but thinks better of it. I fight the urge to run to him like I always do once he opens the door to his apartment. The urge to throw myself at him wanting to smell  his aftershave Drives me insane. I look deep into his soft green eyes and he nods back, he'll want me to come over later. I glied towards Adam and hug him, trying to calm my urges and nerves.

  "Hey," I say kissing Adam on the cheek hoping He didn't see the kiss. "Hey we need to study for the calculus test next week, how about we meet tonight?" Cassandra said flicking my blonde hair away from her only for it to hit her once again.

  "Mmm I can't I have to go somewhere with my family," I avert my eyes away from Adam, knowing he will see in my eyes that im lying.  Cassandra and I agree on meeting tomorrow. 

    Adam walks me to my class kissing me but not looking at me, a pang of guilt hits me as if someone has socked me on the stomach. I can't tell him,ever. It'll break him. I think of how if I tell him i'll never get to feel his soft brown hair or his wonderful arms around me. I'll never get to hear his voice purr in my ear and I find myself gasping for air because that's what he is, my air.He's been my best friend, my guardian, and my lover. Years of having his love i don't know what i would do without him.

Later that day...

     I unlock the door, slowly walking into the apartment bubbles build in my stomach as I spot him sprawled on the bed shirtless. His sweat pants barely covering anything, arms crossed behind his head as he slumbers. I sit careful not to make any noise wanting to savor the moment, until finally I break and start strocking his jet black hair. He slowly opens his eyes, he pulls me closer until I lay atop him. I lean in for a kiss, he meets me half way and kisses me with a ferocity that makes me yearn for more. He takes my crop top off and my Bra and throws them to the side, he leans back to look at me. I lick my lip and blush loving how he looks at me with such love and lust in his eyes, it would drive any woman insane.

 "Your beautiful, you know that?" He says his husky voice making my stomach do funky things.

   He looks so innocent and heartbroken for a minute but quickly goes back to his quirky self. "I saw you kiss him today," I stay quiet knowing theres more. "I wanted to punch him seeing his lips on yours, your mine I don't want to share I know it sounds childish but dammit I don't care because I love you and I know you love me. "Oh my love you make me so happy, you have no idea", i say, my heart swelling with love for him.

   I kiss his soft lips, leaving a trail of kisses all the way down to his collar bone. He flips me over with him on top and pulls my jeans down. I shiver under his intense gaze. "Are you cold?" He smirks knowing the effect he has on me. "A little," I say giggling like a school girl. "I can fix that," He says, kissing me until we have to come up for air, i'm pretty sure my face is red. I pull down his sweat pants noticing he's not wearing boxers, mmm nice. I push him down on the bed and kiss my way down from his chest hearing his uneven breathing. I lick his shaft, taking him in my mouth teasing.

  I here his breath catch, his head goes back as pleasure hits him. I take him in my mouth completely, and then pull back. " your such a tease", his husky voice turning me on even more. He grabs my head and pulls me up for a kiss, letting me go he bows his head and kisses my boob causing my nipple to harden in pleasure. A moan slips through my mouth as he nips at my nipple and sucking on it until its dark pink and then going to the other one and doing the exact thing. "Mm Cole please", I plead wanting him, feeling warmth in between my legs. "Are you begging babe?" 

"Yes, please Cole I want you".

  He pulls my panties off and spreads my legs slowly, making me whimper, he just loves to make me wait. I gasp as I feel his fingers inside me, "My my Chloe, your so wet", I can't help it I moan as he tries to find my G spot. I whimper again as he takes out his fingers leaving me breathless, But before I feel dissapointed I feel his shaft at my entrance, mm please yes! I grab his shoulders Moaning as he pushes himself inside me non too gently. We lose ourselves in the pleasure, me riding him and throwing slow out the window.

 Two Hours Later...

  So you, me and the beach this saturday?" He makes little circles on my thigh, making his way up to my hip. I moan under his touch never getting enough of him.

  "I can't," I regret the words as soon as they leave my lips. "Let me guess because you have plans with Adam right?" he climbs off the bed sweat glissening off him, evidence of what we did for the last two hours.

  "Cole please don't be like that," I Wrap my arms around his sweaty waist and work my way down. He shivers in pleasure as my hands pass below his belly button. "Stop," but his voice is weak, he wants this.

 An hour Later...

  We lie on the sofa now completely drained, full of bliss. I turn slowly whispering that I have to leave, we take a shower together and change even though its hard because all we want is to take each others clothes off.

  He drops me off a block away from my house, we can't afford to be seen together. A student getting out of her teacher's car doesn't look good.

  I open the door to my house only to be hamered with questions from my mother.I just nod and say okay at random times and claim to be tired. Im excused to my room, I curl up on my canopy bed and  instantly drift off into a place where I can have both men that I love so dearly and not hate myself for it.

  "Morning babe," Adam says on the other line of the phone. He sounds tired, I wonder why. "Would you like for me to come over?"

  "yes."

  "I'll be there in ten minutes," I say and click. I grab my keys and leave a note on the fridge for my mom letting her know i'll be at Adam's house.

  Half an hour later im on his lap, My poor adam tired from working all night. "Babe you really should think about switching shift because these night shifts aren't good for your health."

"I know but so far i've been getting paid really well, and i'm supposed to be saving up to get you your birthday present."

  I blush, he always tries to outdo himself every one of my birthdays. Pushing him down I take off his shirt, he practically rips my shirt off me and that is how it begins. We give in to eachother's bodies. I 

   My mind reels back to the moment I met Cole.

-Flashback-

   "That is if your not too scared babe," I mock Adam, knowing he is scared of hights.

   "Nope, Im up for it let's go," He replies a lopy grin on his face.

   Were discussing going to six flags tomorrow night, bored waiting for our new professor to clock in for class. Our old professor Mr.Danborn moved away leaving us with a new and young professor or so I heard.

   About five minutes pass before finally he shows up, hair a bit deshivaled and green eyes blazing walking tall and proud. His eyes roam around the room surverying the sorry bunch that will be his class. His eyes fall on me and stay there, butterflies fly around my stomach. I have to clamp my legs close and look away for fear of looking into those eyes and seeing the same in mine. Desire.

Not knowing that later that desire would grow and love would spring free into our hearts.

-Flashback ends.