A beautiful surprise

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Dear Diary,                                                                                                                                          2018/05/01

I can't face today, its like my worst nightmare has become true I knew i would have to leave my friends one day but not this soon. I feel like everything is falling apart and I cant do anything about it.

Everything just happened so quickly and i haven't  had time to properly process everything but i guess its true, time waits for no one. 

Anyways, i have to go help load the last bit of things.

Well my name is Ava, I am 16 years old turning 17. My dad recently got offered a job in the England we recently lived in South Africa, we have really been struggling financially  and when my dad got offered this job we could not turn it down. The thing is I am already in grade 11 and the schools are going to be so different there, than it is here so I am going to have to have to do homeschooling which was okay I guess just lonely.

My friends here became my family so leaving them behind was one of the hardest things i have  had to do, but i guess change makes us grow and we can't stay in the same position forever.           I had recently been very depressed because of my ex Josh Andrews though, i haven't been the same since he left me for another girl, so in a way i was all in for new beginnings.          We said all our goodbyes and headed to the airport, our flight was about 11 hours long, which sounded like a lifetime to me.  Hopefully something Amazing would come out of this whole experience