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*The video is a song that I think relates to the story. No need to listen to it
I continued my regular life; I was with my family and going out with friends, just another any other regular life. I still had the memories from our friendship. But I don’t understand why I never asked you out if you where the right person for me. I guess it was because I could have not been the right person for you. However I wanted to see you one more time and hug you as you didn’t know my exact intensions, except for a pure “friendship”.
On a regular day, there I was walking down a hot summer sun from the liquor with some water. As I got closer home I saw someone walking towards me, and I recognize immediately the mysterious person. It was You. A smile was created on my face and as you got closer my heart beat faster. When we finally came face to face I control myself and said “hey” calmly and normal. You asked if you could enter the house and chill there a little, obviously I agreed. To my luck, everyone was in the house and in the living room watching a soccer game, mom, dad and my two brothers. I said without disturbing them much “A friend just came over for a little” no one answered so I decided to continue and took You to my room. I couldn’t help asking the reason of the visit. You answered:
“Honestly I’m here to talk to you about something, remember when we used to joke around with phrases like ‘I love you’ and we didn’t pay much attention to them, instead we used them to joke around and be silly, you remember right…?”
I was not sure where the whole conversation was going and I remembered I had to wash the dishes so I asked You to come with me and continue to conversation in the kitchen. As I got comfortable washing the dishes You broke the silence and started talking again
“Well… to be honest sometimes I wasn’t joking around, I like you and I did a lot in the past but now I’ve moved on”
I put the last plate down and clean my hands which created another moment of silence, so I turned and faced you. I was shock for the conversation and I was not sure what to say or asked. So I said “the reason of you visiting me is to tell me you once liked me?!” You put your face down for a little and at the same time my dad entered the room all excited about the game. Apparently my dad started making sandwiches and it was going to take a while, but even though we were tall he didn’t seem to see us. It wasn’t until my brother came into the room that he gave us a weird look, a look that told me he could sense what was happening. My dad kept on making sandwiches so I decided to continue the conversation. I said so what now?
You say:
“I came here to make sure I completely moved on, I’m in a relationship with someone now that I love a lot, more than I did to you before but I can’t still completely give the person my heart since you have a little piece of it. Again, I came here to understand what I feel. I want to kiss you to understand better all This”
Even though I wanted to kiss You so bad, since I’ve never kiss You before, I decided to keep the chain of questions. “What about me? Does it matter what I feel to you? Have you asked me if I had feeling for you?”
My dad turned and faced us, I think it was because the dialogue and our faces with looks of anger and confusion. When we felt my dad was looking, I asked You to go to my room again. Once in the room I told you to lock the door, we came face to face. You grabbed my right hand and with the other hand you grabbed my waist and pull me to you so we could kiss.
The kiss turn each other’s faces red and I noticed it because I open my eyes for a second. But when I had them close I could feel like each other were on space in the middle of nothing you with me and me with you. Kissing you was the best feeling I ever had on my life and it made me realize I wasted my time by being just your friend. The kiss was really long and it gave me time to touch your face with my hand and I could feel your hand moving upward to my back and pushing me closer. We continued and the kisses keep on getting more passionate and intense like neither of us wanted to stop.
At some point we stopped and we looked at each other for a second after we realized the both of us where in the bed. I smiled to you but I didn’t get a smile back. You got up and told me “I clear what I wanted to clear, is my time to leave after all, I did wrong by coming. I’m sorry if I cause you any trouble.”
I knew it was not what you wanted to tell me, but I understood that the kiss was the missing piece to move on. It worked for me, but I could tell it didn’t work for You. I wanted to help you but you seem upset because your plan didn’t work so you decided to separate from me again. I for once was satisfied with your absence.
