Flowers For My Love... O:)

Part 21- The Fear.

Zoya mumbled *I love you too...* Zoya moved her head up and saw Shehry's eyes closed and still smiling with that wheat flour face on.She giggled a bit and asked him to fresh up.He moved back whilst catch hold of that eye contact and left her hand softly.Zoya gave a smile and had tears in her eyes.He headed towards the washroom and closed the door.Zoya held her towards her heart and said to herself *What could I be without you Shehry...How could I live?How...*  She closed her eyes and a tear rolled down her cheek.She wiped it off and sat on the bed.Shehry came out of the washroom wiping away his face with a towel.He struck their and was slowly wiping his face whilst looking at Zoya.She had some sort of sadness in her.Zoya turned and saw him staring at her.She smiled and said.

Zoya - "What is it?"

Shehry looked at the ground and came near Zoya and sat beside her.He gently looked at her and said.

Shehry- "Why is that I feel that you are hiding something from me?"
Zoya- "No...It's nothing like that.Why do you feel like that?"
Shehry lowered his gaze and said- "I know you better than anyone else." and hold-ed Zoya's hands.

Zoya starts thinking whether to tell him right away about Waqas or just to wait for the right moment.Then she thinks its not the right time.And decided to wait for the right moment.

Zoya- "Ah..I think you have to go home now Shehry.It's too late."  
Shehry- "Okay.Will meet you tomorrow Zoya."  


He smiled and left the room and started moving down the stairs.Zoya followed him till the entrance door.She smiled and said 'Bye Shehry!' and Shehry smiled and went away.Zoya stood near the door and looked at Shehry till her eyes could see him leave away.She stood their for a while and started thinking like how to hold this situation if she says Shehry about Waqas.Like,she doesn't want those two brothers to fight but theirs another thing where she even wanted to stop all this.She was all blank and confused.What to and What not to.

The day came when Her friend had too leave.Zoya was more terrified because when her friend used to be with her she used to feel a little bit safe with her at home.But,now even she is leaving and she is all left alone at that place.Zoya and Shehry went to Airport to say goodbye to her.While returning Shehry dropped Zoya at her home.

The next day,Zoya went to a park and sat their quiet.She was still thinking how to start all this all along.She was not ready to go through all that depression again.Depression in the sense she thought that if in this fight,If Shehry goes mad and takes the wrong decision to break up with Zoya.Just then a ball came rolling and hit and leg slightly.She alarmed and saw a kid asking for the ball.

Kid- "Can I get that ball please?"  
Zoya- "Yeah sure."  She smiled and gave away the ball.
Kid- "Thank you!Actually can you just play with me? I am alone here and my friends are not letting me play with them."
Zoya- "Aww!Why like that?You are so cute!C'mon I'll get your friends for you and we all will play.Okay?" 
Kid- "Okay!"  

Zoya made his friends apologize and all of them starting playing.They first started playing 'Blind Fold' Zoya was the one too be blind folded on her eyes.She raised her arms and started finding for the kids.

It was all going well when suddenly she hit someone and it was not a kid.It was someone who was of her height.She touched the stranger and was about to remove the hanky but the stranger took tight hold of her hand as if to stop her from removing it and wanted her to identify the stranger in that way only.She moved her hand up.She was afraid.She felt some leather jacket.She moved up and felt the stranger's neck.She moved up and felt that he had some kind of harsh beard.She headed up when he took hold of her hand and gently kept it on his/her face.Zoya slowly moved her hand down and she could feel those strong eyebrows,she headed downwards,she felt that pointy nose.All of a sudden,She got Waqas's face in front of her.Those flashes of her memory when Waqas took hold of her tightly in the public.When he used to stand in front of her house with red rose in his hand.That hoodie covering his face. She started shaking in fear.She got the feeling that its Waqas again.Her lower jaw started shaking and trembling in fear.She was so much terrified that when she moved her hand down,she could feel his/her lips and the stranger spoke out 'Zoya...' it suddenly sounded like Waqas called out his name.

She quickly took out the hanky.It was all blurry in front of her eyes.In fear,Her blood pressure lowered down.She started falling backwards and she was feeling that she was about to faint any moment.She wanted to see who he was.She quickly rubbed her eyes and saw that it was Shehry.

Shehry- "What happened Zoya?It's me!Are you okay their?"

Shehry took hold of Zoya and comforted her.Zoya hugged Shehry and started sobbing.

Shehry- "Wha--What happened Zoya?Tell me.Why you crying?"   whilst moving his hand gently over Zoya's head area.
Zoya- "Please!Never ever think of leaving me! I LOVE YOU SHEHRY!"   She screamed out. "I can't live without you Shehry!Please!"
Shehry- "I am not going anywhere Zoya.Please calm down darling.I am all yours.Will never leave you Zoya."

When Zoya was crying she felt some presence far away from her.She lift her head up and saw Waqas far away standing behind a tree.She could see his half body which was not hiding behind the tree.That fire in his eyes.That anger.Waqas lifted his hand and kept his index finger on his lips and mumbled out 'Shhhh' and smirked.Her tears stopped flowing down it felt as if it has got frozen inside her.Zoya started hiccups in fear.She tightly crumpled Shehry's shirt which she was holding to.Shehry noticed her cold breathe on his neck,goose bumps on her neck,crumpling of his shirt and the way she started her hiccups by suddenly stopping her cry.He understood that it was something that was really annoying and bothering Zoya which he has to find out very soon.