our secret 👀 [Jennie x Jimin] | [Jenmin]

01

Jennie Pov

I woke up from my sleep, I began to open my eyes slowly, I tried to glance to the right of my bed, but he was not there. I began to turn my body to the left and try to sleep again, but the memory about him always in my mind. I dont want to close my eyes because that is really painful to remember that again.
My eyes feel heavy to open, because i realize i always cry everynight when i remember him. I know he is my past that i must forget, but.. his eyes made me want to hug him once again. I unconsciously shed tears when my eyes still closed.
I forced myself to get up and open my eyes. I tied my hair with a heavy heart, and walked to the bathroom beside the living room. I smell his scent. I smelled it all over my living room. Am i hallucinating by remembering his scent?
Maybe not, its because im tired that everynight i have to cry for him. I think he never feels the same way like mine.
I tried to rise from my misery, and started taking a bath in my bathtub
I started to wrap a towel around my body and walk towards my wardrobe.
Because i'm a trainee, i have to wear clothes that are comfortable for me to wear when i practice for dancing and vocals
I choose Black Hoodie by nona9on ,Black Adidas legging, Black baseball cap by peaceminusone, and my white Adidas Superstar Shoes. I chose my clothes very simply. And i didn't forget to bring my totebag that is written 'if you know me, you know me'
I also didn't forget to wear a mask and use a headset. I'm ready to go.

I started walking towards my agency that was 8 blocks from my house. Actually i have a dorm where i live with other trainees, but my mother bought me a house around there. That's why i often to stay in my house that in the dorm.

Before entering my agency, i walked to the cafe opposite my aggency to buy some drink for the other trainees, for an apology because i wasn't training yesterday.
I bring 5 drinks for other trainees, and one americano that i drank while entering the buliding.

"Good morning guys.. sorry i didnt came for practice yesterday, so this is for you guys" i said apologetically. "Jennie-yah, why you look so weak? And why your eyes really swollen? Did you get drunk yesterday?" Jisoo unnie asked in a very worried tone. Rose walked towards me and Hugged me. "I know you are sad, please don't sad now, you can tell us later unnie.. i dont want your training to be distrubed by that sad mind, we have to be happy when we practice, in less than 2 months we will debut unnie". I let go of Rose's hug and said to Rose "What? We debut in two months? Why doesn't anyone tell me about this news?" "Sajangnim not let us talk about that before you come to practice" jisoo unnie adds. "So how many members will debut? Are we all going to debut? Please not sad news anymore...." i said filled with anxiety. "4 members will debut, and the bad news is Jinhee and Miyeon wont debut with us. Jinhee and Miyeon left YG, fortunately miyeon already join Cube Ent, and will debut in 2 years, but my jinhee is left alone huhuhu" Lisa said whether she suddenly come from outside. "I know, i can read your mind clearly and look clearly on your face that you are dissapointed, but maybe this is the best choices" said jisoo unnie while she pat my back.

2 Months Later~

We are doing v live to greet fans, because our debut is almost coming less than 2 hours we will start our idol lives begin.
Suddenly when i was doing v live, my handphone vibrated because there was an incoming call, finally i decided to end the v live and pick up the phone, it was a number i didn't know but i still picked it up, maybe that was important.

"Hello..?"

"Congratulation for your debut, jennie-yah"

"Jj..Ji..min?"

"Sorry i didn't contact you until the last time we met, but once again congratulation.. i can only contact you for now.. because i think it is the right moment to congratulate and apologize"