I’m going through a real hard time, losing the control of my life, losing my friends, losing my love, and losing my family!!! I feel extremely alone, and I feel like my heart will overflow!!!
When I set alone, I Retrieve all my memories, the sad and the happy ones, I think about all my goodbyes, and the problems I’ve got!, I feel really sorry for myself, and get depressed! But I’m not able to shed a tiny little tear.
I wanna cry! That will help a lot! But I just can’t!
Now, When I feel like crying? When I’m surrounded by people!!! Sometimes I set with my family or friends, and my mind swim away, suddenly I feel my eyes filled!
I hate when this happen, I hate crying in front of people, and I never show my feelings to anyone no matter what! So I quietly go away to cry all alone, but again I can’t, my eye just get dry!!!!!
