F1 Imagines/Smuts (mostly Smut)

Broken Love (Lewis Hamilton x Reader)

   Lewis is a different man, often failing to have a relationship for more than a month, or even week in some cases, it's hard to understand what goes on in his mind, always focused on his job than relationships, the girls he had dated didn't like his tight schedule that was hard to deal with and the fact that they always thought he would fuck some girl when he stayed in a different country, away for almost a week, it would be enough time, honestly.

   And that's where I fit in, being there for all his breakups and maybe have sex with him if really needed, he always thinks he found the right one but then the woman would steal some money and breakup with him, mostly gold diggers and part time lovers said the fake "I love you"s. It slowly broke him apart, new relationship, new fake love, more self destruction and loss in faith would happen.

   He knew that he had to stop before it was too late, I helped and helped trying to offer real love and well. . . It was more like in the form of sex, he didn't like jerking off to random women so he chose me instead of pornhub.

But really this night changed it all:

I heard knocking on the door and was sure who would do that at 2 am, Lewis. I opened the door to see him, with tears on his eyes, looking at me, I felt so bad I hugged him right where he stood "I'm a failure" he said "No, Lewis, No, you're not. You are perfectly good, it's just the girls you date not the right one!" I told him, I closed the door and led him to couch where he told me everything: "Lately, I-I've been losing so many races thinking of the damage I caused to myself, I thought that having a loved one would be good" Yet he didn't know I was the one. "I've been heart broken so many times, I don't know if I can this pain much longer" at that point, my eyes started to water "I wanna die, I can't-" I got on him and burst in tears "Lewis. . . No"

   "Sorry. . ." "If you're gonna commit suicide, then take me with you" He then pulled me to a kiss and I lost it, something about this made this so passionate. We kissed for a while with no hesitation. I pulled away and heard the magic words "I love you" "Honestly, I love you too, Lewis" "I love it when you say my name, when you're around, when you look at me, I was so blind, I didn't realise I love you more than anything!"

After all this, we were quick to this relationship, getting engaged only a few months later, he took me to his races, he took me to his private driver's room, he took me everywhere, he wanted me everywhere and especially around him, he felt loved and safe with me and that's all that matters.