ocd

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by theyoungoneandonly

by theyoungoneandonly

I don't have OCD, so things might be a little over dramatized or perfect. idk
Y/N POV

1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7, 8, 9, 10

I said as I flickered the light switch back and forth. It was 8 am sharp. I walked to the bathroom and brushed my teeth. I then took a shower and brushed my teeth again. I then brushed the left side of my head 16 times and the right side 16 times. I changed into a white shirt, black shorts, and white socks. There was a knock at my door. I walked down the stairs counting each step in my head. I missed one. There's 28 stairs not 27. I walk back upstairs and walked down again, counting 28. I twisted the door knob 3 times left and 3 times right before opening it.

There stood my handsome android crush/family friend through Hank. Hank is my uncle who lived down the street in another apartment. "Hey Connor, come in" I said letting him in. He slipped his shoes on the door mat and put them on the shelf above my jackets. Connor knew I had OCD, but he's still learning everything about what ticks me off. "Hello Y/n, how're you?" he asked, sitting down at my kitchen counter. "I'm good, how're you Connor?" I asked. "Excellent" He smiled making me smile.

I started making dinner for myself as Connor told me about his day. I started chopping carrots for the salad I was making. 1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7, 8, 9, 10- my counting was cut off by my own stupidity. I had sliced the tip of my pointer finger. "Ahhh" I hissed. I clutched it and Connor sat up and walked over to me. I grabbed the same knife and was about to cut my right finger when Connor grabbed it in some weird way out of my hand. "Give it back!" I yelled grabbing at the small knife in his hand. He held it high in the air so I couldn't reach it. I slapped his arm hold the knife, hoping he'd let go, but he had a strong grip on it. "Give it to me you fucking idiot!" I yelled at the confused boy.

"I don't want you to hurt yourself again" he said, straight faced looking at me in my eyes. "Are you dumb?!" I yelled. I didn't know I started crying until my neck felt wet. "Y/n? Why're you crying?" He said, as his expression softened. I wiped my eyes with my good hand. Connor than held his hand out. "We Android's are modeled to make everything clean and precise. I'll put a bandage on both fingers, evenly, so they're both symmetrical"he said. I looked at him and gave him my hand. After the incident in the kitchen I hand bandaids wrapped around both fingers. Connor kissed both, making me smile brightly. We were watching a movie when I noticed him staring at me.

"Why're you staring at me" I asked, facing his beautiful face. "You have obsessive compulsive disorder, but why do you want to hurt yourself? Like the other day" he said. The other day Connor caught me scrubbing my arms until they were both beat red. "It's a symmetry thing Connor. I don't want to do it, but I want to do it. Does that make sense?" I said. "No" he said looking down at his feet. I laughed, "you'll get it soon". He then took me by surprise by grabbing my face and kissing me. When we pulled back I kissed him again, and again, and again, and again. When I pulled away he was smiling widely.

"You know I've had the biggest crush on you since my uncle started working with you" I said. "Oh really? Didn't know you were such a fan of me" he smirked. "Oh shut up" I laughed. "Okay". "No, Connor, not actually" I laughed. "I don't understand" He said confused. "It's okay" I said kissing him over and over again.