I close my eyes and inhale deeply, feeling the smoke from my cigarette burning my lungs before letting it curl out of my mouth in soft wisps.
A sigh falls from my lips as music booms behind me, the beat wrapping itself around me makes my body ache with the need to dance. Everything around me smells fantastic. Some people would disagree, but the smell of cigarette smoke, sweat and the unmistakable smell of alcohol makes it feel as if my bloods on fire. My surroundings are spinning slightly and a smirk makes its way onto my face as I run my hand through my wind swept hair, thinking about all the fantastical things I could get up to before this night is over.
I'm shook out of my musings by feeling a pair of soft hands snaking their way around my exposed stomach, the person's thumbs tracing the edge of my pants with almost thoughtful strokes and their lips brushing playfully against my ear.
"Hey you" she says playfully, voice thick with alcohol and knowing Taylor, most probably Mary Jane.
A smile curls on my lips as I place my hand on hers.
"Hey Sexy" I say smiling softly." You know you have to stop doing this right? You have a boyfriend Taylor". She laughs almost mockingly and presses a kiss to my jawline and pulls me tightly against her."It's not like I'm actually kissing you Alexis, and neither are we fucking, so on what earth does it matter that I have a boyfriend?" She asks playfully and I turn around, pushing her away slightly and see the mischievous grin plastered all over her face.
I burst out laughing and steady myself against the railing as the room lurches violently.
"God. You're Incorrigible" I say smirking after having recovered from my laughing fit.
"I know I am. But at least I put a smile on your face" she says softly, going from predatory seductress to best friend in 0.2 seconds. I nod slowly before taking a large sip of my drink, enjoying the trail of fire it leaves behind.
"That you did, but then again you always do Tay" I say smoothly through hooded eyes, lashes blinking slowly as I run my eyes up her gorgeous body, taking in the way her Ash blonde hair fell carelessly around her shoulders, how her blue, almost grey eyes watched me with a hunger that made me go wild before stopping at her jawline and licking my lips slowly, sensually in a way that I know drives her crazy.
She visibly shudders at my gaze and puts her hand on her hip, popping it slightly before flipping her hair over her shoulder, sending the smell of her fragrance my way. I inhale deeply. Vanilla and Strawberry. Her scent always has been intoxicating.
"You keep looking at me like that and we're going to have a problem Lex" she says with a lilt to her voice, a beautiful smirk lighting up her features.
I chuckle softly before taking a last drag of my cigarette and flicking it off the balcony. I direct my attention to the club, to the dance floor and I can feel my skin heating up and my heart start racing.
"You wanna go dance Sweetheart?" I ask in a soft and seductive voice, the words pouring out of me before I even have the chance to think about them.
She laughs and it sounds like liquid ecstasy.
Taylor looks at me thoughtfully before grabbing my hand, walking backwards and tugging me into the club. Into the constant Boom Boom Boom of the music.
Before I know it her hands are everywhere, touching me, caressing me and her lips? They were plastered firmly on my neck and I couldn't stop the soft and breathless moans that fell from my mouth.
This night was something I could never forget, to this day I remember every detail, from the beginning of the night where we were doing shots at my apartment to the end, where I ended up in her bed, naked, desperate, and needing, withering and moaning at her touch .
I always wonder why out of everything I could remember, it's this memory that is etched into my subconscious mind, but my best guess is that this was the last night I was free, that this was the night before everything went to hell and I? I ended up in a straight jacket.