What If I Did?

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This part may be to insane for some viewers if you don't want to read skip nd I'll try to catch up in the next chapter

Y/N pov

I bursted into tears.. I grabbed my books nd left.. It was these three boys one had an Afro other had 2 long braids nd the last one was named diggy.. I was so embaraced I heard the whole class laughing when I was already down the hall.. I assume that roc was too since he didn't run after me... it's my second day nd I already have unknown enemies.. I got In my car nd called my dad.

PHONE CALL

Y/N- hi dad •still crying•

Y/D- hey sweetheart what's wrong

Y/N- these boys threw •cries harder• a smoothie in my face

Y/D- oh honey I'm so sorry.. Here I'll try to her back earlier ok I have to go now bye love you

Y/N- thanks dad love you too bye

END OF PHONE CALL

After I got off the phone I went home nd jus went to my room nd listened to sad music.. I listened to heaven by Beyoncé the whole time.. I was jus so fed up with being happy or at least trying to be.. I sat there nd thought about what happend I'm jus so tired of being me.. I she's a tear think of the good times I had back at home.. I was bullied before but now that I'm on my last straw I don't want to stay in this world knowing that I have no one to depend.. I walked downstairs to see Chris, august, nd trey. They laughed at me so I was over it.. I flipped

Y/N- HAVEN'T YOU GUYS DONE ENOUGH TO ME.. PLEASE LEAVE ME ALONE IM TIRED OF ALL OF THIS ALL OF YOU.. •I started to cry• YPU GUYS ARE SUCK ASS HOLES THAT LIKE TO FUCK WITH PEOPLES LIVES.. DO WHAT YOU WANT BUT DON'T ADD ME IN IT.. •I ran upstairs to my room•

I jus cried.. I was so deep into the music 🎧heaven couldn't wait for you, no heaven couldn't wait for you, no heaven couldn't wait for you🎧.. Someone walked I to my room.. It was trey, august, nd Chris.. I jus turned around nd looked at the window they came nd faced me I had a blank expression in my face.. I was jus crying with no emotion

Y/N- why? Why would you do that to me?? •I looked august nd Chris in the eye still crying•

Chris- I jus wanted to teach you a lesson

Y/N- oh so getting you nd your friend to rape me teaches me a lesson..

August- we jus came to apologize we are truly sorry

Y/N- •cries• please don't... I jus want to be alone •looks out the window•

Trey- we understand we will leave..

Nd with that they walked out nd others came in.. If were those boys nd roc.. I turned my music up not caring about there apologies..

Roc- •sat on my bed• they jus wanted to say sorry.. Ray you first

Ray- why I don't have anything to apologize about

Y/N- you guys are annoying.. Please stop trying •I wiped a tear•

Roc- okay fine.. Princeton you go

Princeton- why am I gonna apologize to this bitch..

I shed a tear when he said that if this one is rude then I'm done

Roc- diggy then

Diggy- I'm sorry

Roc- really?

Diggy- no Sike

Y/N- THATS IT GET THE HELL OUT OF MY FUCKIN HOUSE

All- NO!

Y/N- why the hell not