Not naive | Undertale Fanfic

Not naive

Everyone thinks I'm naive. They treat me like a baby who is incapable to understand the truth. Can't they understand that just because I'm kind it doesn't mean that I'm stupid?

But well... That's okay! I don't care if they see me like that, if that makes them happy. In the end, I'm kind with everyone because I want the hapiness to remain in the underground.

I know our situation it's not the best. I know what happened. I know how the humans are. But I have to keep this innocent image everyone has created over me, even if I have to lie them. I don't want to disappoint them.

By the way, when you did that genocide route... You hurted me, you know? I tried to believe in you, I tried to give you another chance, but you refused. You just wanted to keep going in that way. Why? Have you won anything? Do you really... hate us like that?

no... No. I'm sure we're important to you... You just wanted to know more about us, right? You wanted to know how we would react in all the possible scenarios, including those where... You murderded us. If that's the case... Then I'm sorry. I didn't give you a really good fight.

I gotta admit... Fighting isn't really my thing. I've been training for months, and I've improved, of course. But I know I won't join the royal guard. They keep trying to give me hopes, they tell me I will accomplish all my dreams... But I can see that look on Undyne's face, everytime we train, that says "You're not made for this". Why else would she want me to start cooking?

Sometimes, I just want to give up, to stop cooking, to stop training, to stop patrolling Snowdin. But I know there are people who look up to me to motivate themselves to be a better person. And that's why I won't give up. Everything I do, I do it for them, I do it for him.

Talking about my brother... I'm mad at him. He hides something from me, something really big, I just know it, but he won't tell me. He has a total different life that I don't know. He's the closest person to me, but I just feel like we aren't close at all... I'm not saying I don't love him, of course I do! I just wish he could trust me more.

Anyway, I'm happy like this. I don't need to talk about my problems with anyone, they just disappear when I help someone else. I love this moments when I do some of my silly stuff, and I make someone smile. That's all I need, the people who I love being happy. I wish it could have been like that forever... But then you came.

I gotta be honest, I hated you for a long time. But thinking about all this, has made me gain a better understanding about your actions. I'm not saying you're a good person, but you're not so horrible. Don't worry, if we see eachother some day, I won't kill you. I could never do something like that, I guess... I'm not like you.

~Papyrus