Lastly

Chapter 10

10.

I sat on the floor, mascara down my eyes. I grab my phone and call Nash. I wait for five rings until he doesn't answer. I grabbed my keys and drove over to Nash and cams place and rang the door bell. the door opens and I see cam.

"cam have you seen Nash?" I ask

"no he went to go hang out with you and called to say he was on his way about an hour ago but never came home" cam said

"damn it!" I cursed. "we have to find him. call jacob"

"why?" cam asks

"just do it!" I demand. cam pulled out his phone and dialed jacobs number. I waited for what seemed like hours, but in reality only 3 minutes with no answer

"he didn't answer" cam said

"we need to find Nash cam. we need to" I try to hold in my tears

"okay, okay. come on callie" cam takes me to my car and I get in the passenger seat and throw him my keys. we drive first to the bar. I ran inside, pushing the door open

"jacob!" I shout "tell me jacobs here" I look at the bartender and she shook her head no. I ran back into the car and we drove down the interstate. I started crying, I couldn't hold it in. the thought of Nash getting hurt because of me was unbearable.

"hey, Callie it's okay" cam said, his soothing voice calming me down. I sit back up and wipe my tears. and suddenly the car comes to a halt. I look and see we are in traffic. "looks like there was a wreck" cam says

"no!" I shout I get out of the car and start running down the road. I saw the caution tape. the car was in a ditch with ambulances and police officers surrounding the area. I see a blue 4 door car crashed. it was destroyed. it looked exactly like jacobs car. my heart stopped. my body went numb. I ran. straight towards the car until one of the officers stopped me

"stop ma'am you can't be here" the officer says sternly

"that could be my boyfriend" I try to get out of his grip

"ma'am"

"officer!" I shout. tears were streaming down my face. I stop struggling. I see the doctors pull a body out from the car. I fell to my knees. I couldn't breathe. I tried to catch my breath but it didn't work.

"are you okay" the man kneels down. I scream. I couldn't hold anything in anymore. I ran towards the ambulance.

"jacob!" I yell. the doctor stops me from getting any closer. I watched jacobs body go past me. he had bruises on his face and blood down the side of his face. I couldn't bare. I couldn't do this. "I'm his girlfriend please"

"get in" the doctor says. I get in the ambulance. his body right next to mine. I grabbed his hand and squeezed it tight. I laid my head on his chest and sobbed. why was i stupid enough to cheat if it wasn't for me this would've never happened. once we pull into the hospital I get out quickly and follow jacobs body. "ma'am we have to take jacob into surgery you have to stop here" the doctor says. I let go of jacobs hand and watch him be rolled away in the operating room. I go sit in the waiting room and sob. I see cam run in the hospital and sit down next to me.

"what happened?" he asks

"jacob was in the damn car accident! because of me" I say.

"it wasn't your fault" cam says

"yes it was. if I would've never cheated jacob would've never drove away from the apartment and crash! what if he does cameron what if he fucking dies!" I yell

"Callie. calm down. Nash is on his way and-"

"no I don't want to see that bastard" I roll my eyes

"okay. Callie sit down" cam almost demands. I sit down and run my hands through my hair. i put my head on cams shoulder and drift off.

***

"jacob whitesides" I wake up to a doctor saying.

"here" I stand up. cam and Nash are still asleep.

"jacob is doing fine. but he's in critical condition. would you like to see him?" she asks and I nod. we walk into the room and jacob has tubes hooked up to him. and I can't even look at him. I felt the tear stains from last night, and I couldn't cry anymore. "he may wake up today we aren't completely sure" I just ignore the doctor and hold on to jacobs hand. I couldn't let go.

"callie" I hear Nash's voice

"no I don't need you. I don't want you nash. why did we even, oh my god. just stay out of my life please? and jacobs. it's better for all of us" I say without thinking

"you think jacob wants you in his life after you cheated?" Nash asks

"yes, he loves me nash!" I almost shout

"that not what he told me after he kissed jenna"

"he didn't mean to kiss her.. she kissed him.." I say confused

"that's what he told you?" Nash laughs. I storm out of the room and go straight into the bathroom and look into the mirror.

"I'm fucking done" I sob

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sorry for the really short chapter.