Cake Hoodings

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A/N:I HATE MALARIA (ARZAYLEA) AND I KNOW THEY'RE NOT TOGETHER ANYMORE BUT IT MAKES THE STORYLINE MORE INTERESTING SOOOOO YEH.

ALSO MALARIA WILL BE ADDRESSED AS "SHE" AND "HER" MOSTLY.

SORRY IN ADVANCE .

HOPE U LIKE THIS CRAPPY STORY.

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"Great show guys , that was awesome. Flight will be in a few hours " Dave the crew member screamed over the fans who stayed overnight to see us .

"Babe that was amazing" my girlfriend Arzaylea (ughh) smiled when we went backstage. This is the first show she's attended. We have only been together for 2 weeks. I still remember telling management that I needed a FAKE girlfriend and I'm so grateful that they didn't ask why. There is a reason though. I don't love her or even care for her. I love someone else. Someone I've known almost all my life. Someone I care for.

I twisted in her grasp and there he was, glaring at her. He seemed to be in a trance then his eyes lingered on me and I saw shiny tears in the corners of his eyes. Was he crying ? maybe it was just the stage light reflecting. I pulled away from her grip and walked towards Calum but he quickly paced back to the trailers. My heart broke once again.

She wouldn't even be here if I could just control my feelings. I started getting feelings towards Calum in high school and it obviously was freaked out as I thought I liked girls. Since then I've been scared that Calum will hate me if he finds out. Mikey and Ash don't know either and I'm planning to keep it that way.

I walked back to my trailer and told her I want to nap. She's in it for the fame and the fortune she's getting paid to be with me. I know this and it makes me hate her more than I already did when I was first introduced to her.

I laid on the bed in my trailer and closed my eyes. Just then Mikey walked in as we were sharing a trailer. This time it was Cashton and Muke. Before she came along it was Cake and Mashton but Calum seemed like he needed some space. He would flinch whenever I was near and it scared me cause I thought he might have found out that I'm gay, but every time I tried to talk to him he started to act distracted or tired. My best friend and crush was drifting away from me day by day and I wanted to sort it all out at the right time. I just hope I do.