It's a few days after the Awards Assembly and I doing good right for my Second year. I got different teachers than from First year. Audrey and Uma are still my best friends and they will always be I told them. Harry's been closer to me a lot lately, I guess cause of my ex's are still going to Auradon and he wants to be close to me. I love that he's close to me cause I never really got to see him First year. Frankie and Zara are dating now and more happy than ever.
Sometimes, I just sit in my room just thinking about somethings. I mean a few months ago, I watched my grandfather get slain in front of me and he was one of my best friends. Also, my best friend from my childhood is gone and other people I've known in my life died too. It doesn't help that I have depression and anxiety with asthma and COPD. Sometimes, I'll just sit in my room with Harry next to me and just relax. That helps a lot when he's with me but when's he not it's kind of hard.
Anyways, I went to my locker after a long day of classes and saw a note on it.
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My breath caught in my throat. How did they know about Mia? My hands trembled slightly as I balled the paper and looked away from anyone who looked at me. I tried to calm down but it was useless. My breath was shaky and I was trembling. I heard talking and looked at the set of stairs near the door. It was my friends, my boyfriend, and some of the cheerleaders and football players. I shut my locker door and as they were coming close, I started running up the stairs towards my dorm.
I accidentally ran into Mal and the gang and they saw my face. Before they could ask anything, I ran again and dropped something. I honestly didn't care what it was right now as long as if I could get to my room. I got to my room, closed the door, put my bag down, and went to my bed. I started crying hard and I didn't stop. I started breathing harder than before and my hands were trembling and shaking. I tried taking deep breaths but it made it worse. My elbows were on my knees that were shaking and my hands were in my hair tugging and clenching on it. I sobbed harder and it felt like I could barely breath. My lungs hurt and tears poured down on my face onto the ground.
I scooted off the edge of the bed and onto the floor. My knees went to my chest and my hands wrapped around them. I buried my face into the top of knees as I sobbed hard. I heard the door open but I didn't look up. The footsteps came over to me and I felt two strong arms wrap around my small body. "It's okay, love. Your gonna be okay." Harry's soft, Scottish voice said to me as I sobbed hard into his warm chest. I felt his right hand rub my back and his left hand rub my arm.
After a while of calming me down, Harry picked me up, sat down on the bed, and put me next to him. My hands went around him as one of his hand went around my waist. "Relax, love. They're not gonna get you. I'm not gonna let them." He said kissing the crown of my head. "You promise?" I asked him with tears still on my face. "Of course, love." He said. "Uma! You can come in!" Harry yelled for her and she came in. "How is she?" Uma asked him. "She's calmed down and she's trying to relax but it's hard with her anxiety right now." Harry said with his hand rubbing my back.
"Poor Rosie." Uma said. "I know." He said. "When are we meeting them in the boy's room?" Harry asked Uma. "In a little bit." She said. "When should we go?" He asked Uma. "Soon." She said checking her phone. I put on my hoodie and white socks on as I got off the bed. I pulled the hood on from my hoodie and pulled the sleeves over my hands. Harry got off the bed and we walked to the door. We went outside of the dorm and headed to Jay and Carlos'. We went inside and I saw Mal, Evie, Jay, Carlos, Ben, and Gil.
