Amnesia|| Luke Hemmings (complete)

Every night I'm losing you in a thousand faces

Close As Strangers- 5 Seconds Of Summer

(Listen to the song on the side to make it better)

Stacey's P.o.v

My room... holds so many memories and so much pain. I don't eat anymore just lay in my bed hoping something will happen and put me out of this pain. I'm downstairs right now. The first time i have left my bed since my old best friend brought me home from hers. A couple hours go by and i decide to go to my bedroom. Staggering through my room, i could hardly see my eyesight going fuzzy from lack of food so i stumbled and used the clothes draw to stay up pushing a photo frame off. Looking down i see the picture and my heart shatters even more than i thought possible. I quickly grab it and stumble as fast as i can into the bathroom before falling over and hugging the picture bringing it to my chest crying my heart out. A couple minutes later as i calm down i look at the picture and remember every detail of that day not that long ago. We were in the Forrest and he got us lost like normal. The picture was a selfie he took of us. He was smiling while i was pouting. I loved that day.

I cannot take this pain anymore. My heart has been literally ripped out and stepped on many times by that boy. Why? Why did everything go wrong? I can hear knocks on the front door of my family home. No one else is home but me because my family doesn't care enough when I'm around, they just ignore me like a normal day. I hear the door unlock but don't know who it is. The footsteps get louder and i can hear them coming up the stairs and stopping in my room. I hear a loud sigh as the footsteps get closer to the bathroom then i hear whispers "Guys stay out here, I just need to talk to her alone first." My best friend of 5 years now entered the bathroom. His face dropped when he saw me on the floor crying with a picture frame in my arms. "Oh no. no no no." He mumbles coming closer and sitting down before bringing my into his arms hugging my frail body tightly. He takes the frame from me and sees the picture. His face turns angry and he throws it to the other side of the bathroom making it crack and makes me cry harder. "I'm sorry for doing that but it needed to be done okay?" He says making me cry harder. "It's your 18th birthday and here you are crying your heart out because of him." Ashton sighs. That's when I realize, It's my 18th birthday. The day i have been waiting for for god knows so long and I'm here in pieces.

What the hell is happening? 

Ashton wipes my tears off my cheeks and lifts me up in his arms my head on his chest. He sighs and i hear him mumble "Way too skinny" Under his breath as he carries me downstairs. I see the other too and see some presents on the living room table, I then realize its Calums 21th birthday in two days. His birthday being 2 days after mine. Ashton places me on the couch and Calum comes over to hug me squeezing me tightly before Michael comes over with lilac hair and a eyebrow piercing on his face, smiling at me and hugging me before telling me he missed me. Ashton smiles at us all as we sit on the couch with Cal and Mikey on either sides of me holding my hands. Ashton takes a photo of us all. 

The boys all have massive smiles on their faces as Cal reaches for one of the presents and hands it to me, I open it and its full of 5sos merch. I turned to Cal and hugged him tightly laughing at the present. Next Michael gives me a small wrapped present with really bad wrapping paper, I open it and see a couple games I have wanted like C.O.D Ghosts and Grand Theft Auto 5. I jumped up and hugged him really tightly saying thank you over and over. He just chuckled hugging me back tighter. Ashton passes me a biggish box and i open it. It's full of chocolate and lollies on the top layer, the next layer are band tees for my favourite bands and the very bottom is layered with all their different album types with Luke cut of the front. I laughed hugging Ash. The boys started singing Happy Birthday and Calum brought out a cake with their faces on it smiling his head off. Ash was filming my response as i started laughing and crying from laughter. 

We decided on going out for dinner after finishing the massive cake with their faces on it. We all got in the car and drove into the city deciding on some Chinese food. We went to this really cool place in Chinatown where they throw the food at you and let's say we all got extremely dirty.

~Luke's P.o.v~

I was in the living room of my mothers home as she fussed about trying to get me to eat. I still don't want to because this is the worst heartbreak i have gone through. I was watching the news and saw something very interesting:
"Three quarters of the famous band 5 Seconds of Summer have been spotted leaving Sydney then spotted at the Melbourne Airport earlier today. They were then spotted in Melbourne CBD with Stacey Lee Luke's Girlfriend or supposedly girlfriend. The odd thing about this story is that Luke Hemmings, 19 was the only one out of the band that was not there. It was also Stacey's 18th birthday today so wouldn't her boyfriend come out not just his band mates? Trouble in paradise is what i say it is. 

They showed pictures of the band and then pictures of them with Stacey. She looked so happy being with them again. She definitely looked skinnier but she still looked perfect. 

I decided to go on twitter and Instagram and on Instagram i saw a video that Ash posted "What happens when you're friends with us :P" I let it load and it was of Stacey laughing her head of at the cake they got made of their faces on it. She was crying from laughter at the end of the vid. 

I hate this so i go back on twitter and post Luke5sos: Now every night that I spend alone, Kills me thinking of you on your own, And I wish that I was back home next to you.

I really wish i was back next to her

~Stacey's P.o.v~

 Luke5sos: Now every night that I spend alone, Kills me thinking of you on your own, And I wish that I was back home next to you.

Seeing this made me realize how stupid i was. I wish i never said goodbye to him. I really wish i could just see him again. I need him. I need that stupid, long haired, lanky, awkward boy that i fell in love with. 

Pulling out twitter i decide to tweet StaceLee: We'd keep all our promises, Be us against the world...  ..You were the one that got away"

He was the one that got away there's no doubt in that but i can't change the past now can i? I wish i could.