Jay x Daniel

I hate myself

Daniel POV: I woke up. It was night. Finally. I found my new body next to me, I feel bad after what happened to Jay. And it's all my fault. I wish I hadn't passed out. None of this would happen. I guess I can go to work now. I wonder if I still like Jay but in my old body. I'm not too sure. But I can tell my new body does. But that doesn't matter. I hope Jay is okay though, no time to think about this. I'll think about this on the way to work, when I got there I started right away. And as always people give me disgusted looks, there was a girl buying tampons and she gave me a grossed out looks. There just tampons I ain't no perv or anything just buy the damn tampons, after that Zoe came in. She said"Hi little piggy!! Hey did you hear what happened at school today? Oh my gosh it was terrible." I started getting nervous and I said"Yeah I know what happened." She gave me a look and said"How? Were you there?" I shook my head and said"Daniel told me about what happened, he was really upset. I hope he is okay. I kept asking him but he wouldn't answer me, he was crying a lot because of that. But hopefully Daniel will be okay by tomorrow." (Even though I'm in my old body now I feel terrible. Because being in the new body I can see what the new body sees.) Zoe said"You know piggy your a great friend towards Daniel, at least your showing him what a real friend is. That is strong. Careful. Nice too. Did you also know Jay likes Daniel? Oh my gosh I got jealous. But hey. They were meant to be." I smiled a bit. Yeah. We were meant to be. I also couldn't stop thinking about Saturday, we're supposed to hang out. But I'm scared. I'm not gonna be in this old body though, I'm gonna be in my new one. But I'll still feel scared then. I just want to get through work and sleep so my new body could see how Jay is tomorrow, I just HOPE he's okay. I'm really worried. Zoe gave me a strange look and said"Piggy? Are you okay? You seem out of it tonight. What's wrong??" I put my head down and said"Zoe I'm worried about Jay. After being told he was beaten up by Zack I'm worried for Jay and Daniel, I hope everything will be okay in that school tomorrow..." I keep on hoping because I want something to be a miracle, but hoping won't do anything to fix my problems. Zoe laid her head down on the counter and said"Piggy don't worry okay? Things will be okay. I swear. I'll be sure to tell you everything tomorrow night, so you won't be worried. It's like giving you a quick update." She smiled. I smiled back and said"Thanks Zoe. Your the best." She waved goodbye as she left the store. It's okay. Nothing to worry about.

~Morning~

I woke up but this time in the new body, I'm scared to go to school. I checked my calendar to see if I can call in sick for two days, but something got me shocked. It was already Friday, yesterday was Thursday. Gosh I don't keep up with the days of the week actually, I couldn't call in sick, and tomorrow is the day I hang out with Jay!! What the hell is gonna happen to me?! I slapped myself to calm down. Everything will be okay. Don't worry says Zoe. Just don't worry. She'll give me a quick update to my old body tonight, even though we both see things that happen. If I can see what happens then my old body can, but I'll just pretend I didn't know. I got up and got dressed for school, I walk down the streets toward school. And as always girls talk about how cute or hot I am, I don't mind the compliments. Feels good to finally be complimented on, but in a good way. I walked into my class. But didn't say a word. Head down no eye contact. Zack said hi but I didn't wanna talk today, I was kinda mad at him actually. He beat up Jay. Zack's seat was next to me. Yeah.. Don't think I forgot about that. He said"Don't be like Jay. I rather hear your voice than the silence that surrounds it. Just say one thing. I know your mad. But I'm sorry." He's never said sorry to me before. That's all I wanted was an apology, that kinda made me happy. But not without Jay. I turned and face him with a big smile, he smiled back. Only a little bit. I gave him and hug this time hopefully he won't choke me to death, he hugged back. This time it was gentle. So I hugged tighter suffocating him and said"That's payback for suffocating me! And beating up Jay!!" He said in a strangled voice"*chokes* O-okay!! I'm.. *coughs* sorry!! Stop *coughs coughs*killing me!!" Face purple, choking while trying to catch some air. I said"Don't say sorry to me. Say it to Jay. I bet he wants an apology." Zack said finally catching his breath"But he doesn't speak. How could he accept that?" I gave him pencil and paper and said"Write it." He said back"I would get into a fight with you not after what happened." I gasped and said"Sorry for almost breaking your ribs." He yelled"Oh now your sorry?! That was a long time ago when you first transferred here!!" I yelled back"Well if you mentioned it to me a little earlier I would've said sorry then!" He rubbed my hair and called me a pipsqueak and started writing down the apology note, he writes slow.. (-_-)  I told him to speed it up but he ended up saying"Don't rush me I'm slow okay?" Like wow.. How did you even passed the test being that slow. It took him a while and I decided to take a look at the paper he has neat hand writing, and I said"It looks good. Give it to Jay." He shook his head no and I asked why. He said"I can't. Jay is all the way up on the rooftop. I can't leave class to give it to him. I have to wait." I took the paper and said"I'll do it. But I have to make it quick though before the teacher comes, I'll try not to get caught." I got up and started heading towards the rooftop. Luckily no one was in sight. As went to the rooftop I saw Jay standing there looking down from the school, I bet he didn't hear me come up. I walked up towards him and tapped his shoulder, he turned around. I said"Hey Jay. Your looking well today, um.. I told Zack to apologize to you so I made him write you a apology note. I hope you can accept his apology." He took the paper from my hand, I decided to leave the rooftop and head back down to class quickly. I don't wanna miss class. But he grabbed my arm and pulled me close to him, I blushed and said"What are you doing?" No word. He leans in and our lips touch. My face was really red like a tomato. I didn't know what happening. But I gave in. I couldn't fight him off. Our tongues intertwined with each, the kiss was getting hot and too much. I like that. But I need to go back in class, I don't wanna get in trouble. I wanted to break off the kiss for some air but he grabbed my ass and squeezed it. I moaned a bit and had to break off the kiss for air. He smiled a bit and I had say goodbye to him and went back to class. I sat down next to Zack putting my head down. Zack said"Hey only I can put my head down here. Besides did he accept it?" I shook my head no and said"Zack. I'm gonna be Frank with you. Please don't tell anyone. Feels like I can only keep a secret with you."  He said"Okay. Lay it on me. What happened?" I took some deep breaths before saying anything and said"When I gave Jay your apology note um.. jay grabbed my arm and kissed me..and then he squeezed my ass.." I had to whisper the last part and Zack said"What? What was the last one?" I had to say again but this time louder"Jay grabbed my arm and kissed me and after that he squeezed my ass okay?" I covered my face in embarrassment and Zack said to me"That's real kinky and great. Maybe that means you guys are officially boyfriends!" I gave him a death glare. His face turned pale and he said"Okay.. Maybe not officially boyfriends yet but uh.. Your getting there.." He put his head down and didn't bother to say another word. At least he'll keep his mouth shut for the day. I don't want the secret to get out.