Love me forever

High school starts

I used to think going to school was easy I was wrong! Everything was a pile of crap! No one would talk to me I got told off for the most stupidest things ever!! I felt like going to the store and get some cigarets I felt like my life was ruined!!! After a quick smoke I went home and threw up! I felt like my head was on my toes I felt like my guts was on my head I hated high school I hated it! The next day I didn't talk to anybody I didn't put my hand up and I didn't have any lunch the only thing I had was trouble why was everything negative? Everyone liked me back at home! If it wasn't for mums stupid job we would have stayed in New York now we are in California and it just seems so different.

The only thing I like about high school is this boy I have been bumping into recently he makes everything better he makes me happy even when I look at him he is just so... Gorgeous! He has tanned skin chestnut brown hair and hazel green eyes he is just so special I would do anything to talk to him but I don't need to do ANYTHING! I'm just a shy nervous wreck!

Tomorrow I'm gonna talk to him I'm gonna do it! I don't care if he has some blonde crappy girlfriend I don't care if he's a jock and he's out of my league I'm gonna talk to him! hey do you know where the cafeteria is? Yeah follow me you can sit with me if ya want. I can't believe he actually said that to me this was a good chance to talk to him and maybe get his phone number so we went and sat at a table and he was being really sweet he ordered me a burger and he told me I was really funny we were having quite a successful conversation we were talking about dancing and art and school and our parents and he was telling me about why the ocean has tides he is really intelligent and he is really sociable finally the school bell rang and I went home I was just so happy that we got along.

The next day I decided to join the cheerleading team everyone was so stuck up! 😟

As always the captain of the cheerleading team was the most popular girl in the school her name is Gretchen AKA Brandon's girlfriend! 😡 oh BTW Brandon was the boy I like but forgot to write his name down 😂