From me to you

I see his name on my phone 

And it always feels like new to me

He's like an anonymous man I've never known in history

And yet he's just the man I've loved for real.

We passed by one's side

Never said a thing, yet smiled

And as I took one last glimpse of him

It came back to where it all began

Heart beating so fast and rapidly

I thought its over, 

I thought I'm over how he smiled at me 

Since the first day we met.

But I fall right back again,

I fight for it once more

But I couldn't help myself.

He floods my thoughts every millisecond of everyday

Gravity's too strong 

I try to swim as much as I could

But I kept on drowning and its okay.

If only he could see the way my face lights up

Every time I see him even for a millionth time of the day

I take a deep breath from my lungs

Trying to get off from him

But my thoughts wander back to him always.

The way his eyes sparkled whenever he talks to me

The way he teases me with petty things

The way he tries to calm me down,

It's the beauty of his soul that captured my heart

And I fell in love so hard.

I don't know how it came to be

Thousand miles apart from each other since birth,

I stared at the sky wondering where he was

Sixteen years had come to pass

And he came by a surprise like an angel.

He makes my world spin around

He wakes me up in the darkest hours of the night

And he's all I think about at 3am,

And it was when I met him

When I understood what it was to be in love.

It was when I met him 

When I came to understand what it feels to have sleepless nights

Thinking about that special someone

It was beautiful.

Yet one nightmare that left me so wet in tears

The nightmare in which I lost him

The nightmare in which he said "I do" to the girl he loves

Those nights I can't imagine myself the day I won't be with him

But I woke up, wiped my tears away, and let it go.

I wish that he will be someone I'd wake up with every morning,

As someone I'd eat with on the table,

As someone  I'd bike with as the sun sets,

As someone I'd hold my hands with till they get numb,

As someone I'd take gazillion pictures with,

As someone I'd sleep with at night,

As someone who will fight and shield me

And as someone whose hairs would grow white with me.