stimulate ☞ yoongi

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deep pt. 2

"u okay?" lina rubbed my shoulder in worry as i faintly smile, slightly nodding my head.

"just fine." she sighed and stroke my hair. i really love the way when someone plays my hair in every emotion.

"tell me what's wrong." i shook my head and continue to read. "that's the problem."

"whaaat?" i tiredly said as i yawned from the air conditioner hitting to my skin from the library.

i rarely come here because it is so peaceful inside.

"you're stubborn." she gave me a blunt stare as it became into a sincere one. "just let yourself rest for at least one day. just one day."

"i tried. but i can't. i don't know how to." she ran her hand down to her hair as she crossed her arms.

"im not telling you that im stalking yoongi but he is undergoing depression lately. he just look like a happy person because he at least wants to experience happiness even though he's just pretending to be happy. he said he really wants someone who would actually love him like he would do." i slightly chuckle when i tilted my head towards her.

so he was being true when he told me that he was experiencing depression. even suga told me. that's why im upset today. because i ignored both of their problems, because im experiencing it too; but i guess im just putting myself into.

"how did you know that?"

"i could just rarely sense, because everytime girls walk toward him, he always smile at them like it was never has to come to an end." i nodded and went back on reading.

lina was peacefully playing my hair while i was lazily reading the book because my chin was resting on the table. i felt lina was frozen from her position, probably looking in front.

"t-t-t-t-the fuck." she stuttered. i looked up at her as i begun to confuse.

"you just cursed sweetie that's illegal in here." she keeps shooking her head and i thought she was looking at me but from my behind.

"hi soo mane." someone spoke causing me to flinch a little. it was kinda deep that's why i got startled.

i tilted my head and mentally gasped as my expression instantly turned into a glare.

"if you're just here to disturb me, im going to chop your dic—"

lina suddenly slapped my shoulder causing me to stop and only look down, mouthing a 'sorry' to him. he just smirk and continue his words.

"im just going to ask you if we could talk later at night?" i shrugged but lina obviously nudged my arm.

"s-sure.. i guess." he smiled so wide as he sat down beside me.

is it a fake smile?

"don't worry. it's not a date sweetie." i rolled my eyes and continue to read.

"i did not refer it as a date dude ass." i felt lina smacked my head as i mouthed a 'sorry' to him again. he only chuckled.

"sorry yoongi. she's just so moody today." yoongi nodded while smiling.

"just knock at my door and I'll instantly open it, don't worry sweetie." he winked as i nodded and sighed, knowing that this will be a very long time, as if this day would last and limitless.

agustsuga- undergoing depression
min yoongi- still in depression ever since

could they possibly be one?
no, no, no. perhaps it's just a coincidence.