The party

Chapter 1

Tell me your heaven, as he breathes in her aroma. She pushes him away angrily but her appetite was too much, she couldn't let him in anymore... the pain, the suffering, and for what? As she looked at him with hatred. As he goes to speak, "I don't want.. I'm leaving!! As she walks past him and reaches the door trying not to lose momentum in her liberal movement. Must get coat and leave, screaming over and over in my mind, how did I let myself almost fall again? That kiss, his hands, the feeling of sheer lust, love and tensity of his hands touching me like he knew I was aching...Panic screams through me as I run to the main entrance. I hear my name in the distance but I just can't.. running 2 straight blocks until I see nothing but a traffic of cars and people. Instead of exhaustion I find the closet garbage and release everything into the dark trash as if I were to stare at my soul. I catch my breathe and wave down a taxi. My mind goes blank as I look out the window and watch as everything passes me as bright blurs.

Finally..home.
My haven, my temple..sigh
the world can't hurt or reach me here. I walk towards my bathroom and leave a trail of the nights essence on the floor. The hot water steams the room, as the beautiful bath bomb hypnotizes my mind and eases my nerves.

As the minutes disappear my mind Drifts back into black oasis..the everything disappears. This is what it's like when people are truly at peace. Just pure content and bliss.. imagines of my innocence's appear. Swings and monkey bars all day till the moon lit the night sky,leaving me childish.

All of sudden the world snuck in. My demons began to show face, the day my life changed..he was a bully until that one year in middle school during the summer when his father assaulted his sister and avery lost control..I remember seeing him around but never making any contact, that wasn't until high school when he became one of the popular and bad boy. Nothing faded Avery, people congrated him for his actions but I could never do so. I did commend him for his bravery but he was still a a little prick.. Cold habits die hard, I guess.