I want to forget that feeling
The feeling that held me down
And kept me grounded
I want to forget you
Because I know
you have already forgotten me
You never held my hand
But I liked to imagine
that maybe in the future
you would
That small comfort
Of a false hope
Kept me breathing
But also
Tore me apart from the inside
Because who was I
To think I deserved a hand to hold
A person to love
to be loved in return
I want to forget you
And put my pieces back in to place
Because
You have torn me apart
And I deserved it
