STAY

I think it's best if we part ways..

       It was one cool evening when I meet him through a friend on campus at a camp meeting. He seemed like a nice person. I wanted to stay in touch wih no ulterior motives. On the last day of the camp meeting, I took his phone number and chatted him. Gradually we became friends. He was very secretive and a little bit too formal.
        But there was something about him that drew me in. Something beautiful about the words he spoke..about the words he wrote.It wasn't flattery.It was words taught him by the school of life.Maybe it was the wisdom it carried, or the grace with which he wrote that drew me in. I was crushing on him- head over heels in love.Or was it love.Cuz it definitely wasn't lust. Naa it never was.I never saw signs of him liking me back and hell, I wasn't  going to tell him I like him.
     Three years down the line, my dream finally came true and he loved me back. But now that we finally came together, I can't seem to flow with him or let me say it looks like we are not compatible. Is that even possible. .to love someone and yet not be compatible wih him.
      I see no reason why I should stay if we can't be happy around each other. But he is head over heels in love with me and he wants me to stay...begging me to stay. Should I stay now and take away his pain but live with uncertainty about what the future holds for our relationship. .or I should   let him go and find someone who makes me happy?