Dear You,
I know that you probably weren't expecting this, I mean I wasn't either. I've just been so scared to tell you how I feel. If i'm being honest, I haven't told you sooner because you mean so much to me and I wouldn't know what to do if you rejected me. But now that i've got some courage to tell you, I just want to say that I love you. I have for such a long time.
I remember the first time I realized. It was that night we spent talking about our fears. You probably don't remember, but It was late and you told me about how you thought your dad hated you and I talked about how I thought I was unlovable. You looked at me with such depth and then you hugged me and told me how that was probably the biggest lie you've ever heard. You believed in me, and you were on my side when I thought I was alone. That's when I knew that you were it for me. That night when you told me you loved me. After that we spent so much of our time together. Every night was our night and you never let me forget how much you cared.
Things have changed so much since then. You got a girlfriend and now she's the one you stay up with every night. You're even telling me about how you think you're going to marry her. I'm happy for you, I am. I just wish you knew how much it hurt me when you say that.
I hope that this letter doesn't change anything. You mean the world to me and I look up to the type of person you are. You're so kind and smart and everything I aspire to be one day. I just couldn't hold it in anymore.
I just love you.
Sincerely,
The Heartbroken
