Friday, June 8th, 2018
Approximately 144 days to go
Well, my dear today is a very odd and ridiculous kind of day. I have nothing to do but clean and sit around and pack and do laundry. Look at me doing motherly/ wifely duties without being either of those things haha. You know today is 4 days from me leaving to go on vacation. I was talking to you today and just seeing your beautiful face picked up my entire day. The stress I go through on a daily basis is ridiculous. If I'm being honest I'm not telling you the whole truth. The truth is I'm insane. I'm losing my mind. My head hurts. I try not to cry when I see you or I smile like I'm not losing my mind. Hearing your voice is like music to my ears. Maybe I'm just being dramatic but hey this fucking sucks. So anyways you know much of what is going on right now so its getting kind of difficult to write these but that's alright because it just means I'm talking to you. I honestly question if you read these or if you just wait for me to read them to you every day. My retainer hurts. Like a freaking lot but I guess that's my fault. I wonder what it's going to be like being back in Colorado after all this time. I wonder if I'll see people I haven't seen or if people will even recognize me. That would be crazy. I mean I know I've been gone for a really long time but damn that would be a hoot. Anyways there isn't much to say today so ill sign off for now. Tah Tah.
Days gone: 24
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