Cayla Zyana Shea's POV
After 3 Months
The hardest step in the arduous journey of break up recovery is this one painful decision to finally let go. It’s this single decision that means the difference between learning form this devastating experience or dwelling upon the negative for a long time, risking that this whole process might happen again in your future relationships.
The difficult part about moving on after a break up is that it takes a conscious decision.
It’s so much easier to hold on to the known, the hope that they will come back, rather than to find yourself cut off from your comfort zone.
Moving on, and letting go is exactly that – going out into the unknown, alone, without the one you used to love by your side.
Watching you walk out of my life does not make me bitter or cynical about love. But rather makes me realize that if I wanted so much to be with the wrong person how beautiful it will be when the right one comes along. :)
Yeah. I think onting push na lang move on na'ko! Grabe.. 3 months.. I think.. 3 months is okay.. :) Kaya ko na siguro! Ayoko namang ma stuck lang sa kanya noh!! Hay nako dale.. :) Mas natuto na ko ngayon.. Ang kireeee!! Wushuuuuu :"> Pero hindi naman siguro eto yung tamang panahon para magpapasok na ulit ako ng lalake sa buhay ko.. Ayoko na ulit masaktan.. :( Pero alam ko masasaktan at masasaktan din ako pagdating sa lovelife.. Hayst!! Ang gulo ko.. Magbabasa na nga lang ulit ako..
“The brightest future will always be based on a forgotten past, you can’t go on well in life until you let go of your past failures and heartaches.” Yeah right..
Hay nakoooooo!! Ayoko na.. Ayoko na magbasa -_______- maya na nga lang. Tsss. Nasaan na ba yung mga bruhildang yun? Kanina pa ko dito sa room e.. Ang tagal..
"Alam mo ba girl, ang gwapo talaga nung nurse dun sa clinic. Grabeeeee :"> I'm so kilig. Shittt!! <3" Letche.. Ang haharot! Nasa school kayo para mag-aral hindi lumandi! Kainis to.. Parang nagiging puso na yung mata sa sobrang kalandian e. Pweeeeeee.
Bitchy mode nanaman ako.. Nakakairita.. Haynako.. Ang laki ng pinagbago ko simula nung nagbreak kami ni ano.. basta ni ano!! HAHAHA. Nagpaikli ako ng buhok.. Siguro mga shoulder length lang.. Then, lagi akong nakairap.. Basta kung sino man yung makita ko iniirapan ko na! Kahit nga mga kaibigan ko e. Wala e.. Ano.. Stuck ako sa pagiging ganung attitude noon? Para ano? Para maalala ko si Dale?! Bwisit. I hate saying his name. Grrrrrr...
"Oh sis.. Bat ka nanaman nakasimangot dyan? Bitch ka nanaman? HAHAHAHAHA!!!" Gagang to. Sya nga nagturo sakin nyan e. BI. Kainis.
"Letche. Tigilan mo ko ha! Yamot ako ngayon.. Sinasabi ko sayo.."
"Whatever!" Sabay flip ng hair nya. Hatakin ko yan e!
"Nasaan na sila cate,carly, and catlin?" Ang tagal tagal nila.. tapos... ughhhhhhh!!
"Malapit na yun! Bat ba kasi ang aga mong nag aalburoto dyan?! PMS girl?!" Nyeterr.
"Eh ikaw?! Bat ba mag-isa ka lang dumating?! Nakipaglandian ka nanaman?! Nako.. Tigil-tigilan mo nga cassidy. Mamaya samin mapunta yung karma mo e! Nyeta ka. Kainis."
"Oy! Wag mo nga sakin binabaling yang inis mo. Pwede ba-______- Di kita inaano dyan ha!"
"Yeah right!! Bitch!!"
Iniirapan nya na ko. Nainis na din siguro. So what?! Wala akong pakielam! I hate her attitude today. Bad vibes bits.
"Hoy! Hoy! Kayong dalawa dyan mag-aaway pa kayo. Ano ba yon?"
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