Vada Jewel Jones
The news I just heard from the doctors got me feeling some type of way & asking questions about whats gonna happen next, Should I tell Lawrence? Whats next for me? How does Kai'Jai Feel?
My mind was going 100 mph. My emotions was mixed, As if I was falling into a depression. I know that my baby wasn't Kai'Jai's but , it was my baby. It was mines. I was gonna birth a child. But now im in this situation where I no longer have something inside of me.
I can't be mad at Kai'Jai, It wasn't his fault, I kept it a secret when I was on the plane. I shouldve told him what was going on but I didn't want to loose him . I didn't think he would step up like he did.
Right now, I was laying in the hospital bed, thinking as my tears continued to pour out of my eyes. Kai' has been silent since we was given the news.
"Are you gonna say anything?" I asked as he sat in the chair besides me.
"What is there to say?" He asked.
"How you feel, are you okay?" I lifted up on the bed.
"Baby, Im fine. Its just alot on my mind. I apologize for all of this shit." He said.
"You have nothing to apologize for, Ill put this situation in gods hands. We will get our baby one day, I promise that."
"I love you so much." He said as he kissed my cheek softly, making goosebumps rise on my arms.
"I love you more." I responded as the doctor returned.
"Hello again, you are free to go. You will continue slight bleeding for the next few days But the process will be completed in 2 weeks tops. I'd ask to hold off on sexual intercourse until you have a normal week on your period without any random spotting. Either than that, your emotions will be everywhere due to developed pregnancy hormones but everything should be back to normal within the next month. You have prescription Ibuprofen waiting for you at local Walgreen on 13th st, I hope all is well, again I am so sorry." She smiled and rubbed my hand. I gave her a gentle smirk and she walked away .
Kai' decided to help me out of the bed and put clothes on me that Dz brought me. The whole gang was here when this all happened. Getting all the love was well needed, I never had a stable family so it made me feel some type of good.
Kai dressed my body in sweatpants and a tanktop with my Nike slides. He came up with the idea to carry me all the way to the car to avoid any unnecessary pain.
I got into the car and he drove to Walgreen's. We got my medicine and he stopped to get some food from Wendys.
That put a smile on my face.
"Lemme get a 2 baconator fries& 2 medium chocolate frostys." He ordered .
"That will be 9.45." They said through the speaker and he continued on to the next windows until we got our food.
My mind was literally everywhere, I just wanted to eat and sleep. Rather get lost in my dreams then live in this reality.
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We got in the house and Kai' decided to carry me to the bedroom. He put me to my feet and I climbed into the bed and he handed me my food.
I started to eat my fries and take a few bites of my frosty as I watched Kai' roll a wood. I don't know if thats good for me so right now I'd rather not.
My food was almost gone, I didn't realize I was this hungry. I just hope time flies and shit get better for us mentally.
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~2 Months Later~
Me and Kai were in the mall, not really lookin for nothing in particular. We were just looking around until we seen something we liked. Right now we are in Finish Line and Kai was taking his precious time looking at all these damn shoes. I was getting so irritated. He been trying to choose between the burgandy 12s or some 11s. I rolled my eyes and put my hand on my hip. "Im bout to go get a smoothie! Im tired of being in here!" I yelled.
He looked at me and mugged,"Yeah ight, dont go talking to no niggas. I told you not to wear that shit." He said and I spun around and exited the store. He doing to much. Im wearing a spaghetti strapped peach dress with gold slides, my hair bone straight and m gold hoops and rolex. I aint gone lie though, my ass fatttttt in this. I laughed to myself as I walked up to the smoothie bar.
I was greeted by a boy around the age 16. He had a lil curly fade, he was brow skin with a deep dimple in his cheek.
"Hello, welcome to Surfs City, what can i get for you?" He asked.
"Yes, can I get a caramel coffee smoothie, medium. With 2 oatmeal cookies?" I asked and he nodded,typing everything in.
"Okay, that will be 6.82$." He said and I gave him a 10.
"Here is your change." He said and I politely took it. I looked him up and down and I noticed his name tag, it read: Kenny.
I began to get nervous and shy, "Hey uh, yo name Kenny right?" I asked.
"Lol, yeah, its kinda on my shirt."He said.
"You got a brother named Brasi?" I asked.
He looked at me side ways, "Who's asking?" He said.
"I am, Im Vada." I said as I watched his facial expression change from excitement to anger in seconds.
"Why are you here?" He asked with a mug and I was shocked.
"What do you mean why im here? im at the mall and I havent seen you in almost 6 years! The hell you mean!? I yelled.
"Don't come in my work place yelling at me over some shit you did! You left! You! You did that shit. It hurt bro, had me in that house alone! I ran away a month later and been on the streets since. I was 9! I got 2 more years to stay away from the government and ima be grown! I don't got time for going back in the system cause you randomly pop up and shit! No Vada!" He yelled.
And tears began to fall as I realized he had grown up.
He is hurt.
& its my fault.
I didn't know how to feel. I then felt hands on my hips and I knew it was Kai'Jai.
"Fuck you yelling at my girl for?" He asked as he put one hand on his hip.
"So you run off to be under a dumb ass thug!" Kenny said and by now we had a crowd, but who cares. We need to get this off our chest.
"Kenny.. Its not even like that okay! Let me explain!" I yelled as he took his hat and apron off and stormed out of the bar and disappeared.
Ill be damned if I loose him again, Im sorry Kenny.
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