"okay, so i like this person a lot, but im not sure if they like me back. mixed signals suck."
2 days later
"okay. they asked me to the dance, still mixed signals."
3 days later
"its official! we are together now."
"good job, im totally not fighting back tears at the moment because you two look way cuter than we would've."
"oh."
"yeah."
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you know when someone purposefully hurts you. as rachel says in friends,"kick you in the crotch and spit on your neck fantastic." yeah, thats basically a disease that spreads across nations every second. it only happens for a minute though. then, it stops hurting. it becomes normal. you walk by the person you want so badly you think you would take a bullet for them, and they're sitting right next to someone you would love to call your best friend. the reason you dont is because it pains you to even look at them smiling next to each other, it kills you inside to see them slow dancing, and it eats away your self esteem when the person you admire just rolls their eyes at you and walk off to your "best friend."
it feels like a fire could engulf the earth, and then you would be happy.
it feels like earths ozone layer could be burnt off and you would be frolicking around on the beach in happiness because of it.
it feels as though God has made your life some type of horror/documentary/dramatic shorfilm, huh?
thats what I like to call:
being.
addicted.
to.
someone.
you cant stand.
to be around.
or being loevlorn for short.
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A Penny For Your Thoughts
RandomThis is basically a book of random quotes since I am a person who seems to not be capable of writing a story at the moment. This books quotes will be numbered by the chapter of the mood, situation I may be in, or something else. For example: Happy:...
