On my desk and asleep in class, I alone hear a silent tear from a lass seems that of one of the common out cast like myself....
"why am i like this..?"
My eyes flew open at that voice the girl I admire secretly saying words as such?...
I could not trust my ears and turned slowly to meet only her teary gaze that flushed red even my face...
I quickly look away as my heart begins to pound and answers as to why she cries cant seem to be found...
My attention shifts over to the flock of crows as I call the deemed popular girls who are so high up there they can never come down and no one is left un harmed when they frown...
Like a sharp awakening the bell had rung and like flocks they scatter towards the exits around...
On my way out of class I catch a glimpse of her on her way, but somethings different I can feel it,
but not see it so clear as though she breathes in a different air.
The next day as though it was a recording I repeat and once again fell asleep...
Though I had a feeling it also would not last.
The heckling of the crows was not there like before I am trouble by the silence and open my eyes to see a strange new but familiar beauty before my eyes.
The crows were so silent and staring with awe beholding the beauty of this lovely lass to grace my class.
Is that the same girl I secretly adore glowing brighter than even before as men stayed blocading the door like dogs begging for more.
The usual crows as I deem them left stupid before her grace and her new aquired taste.
I think in that moment I died as I couldnt feel my heart beat, and all the guys seem to fall off their feet.
Along she came and sat in her usual seat now pulled out by unknown hands who she has never had the chance to meet.
She slowly picked up her pen and droped it down as all the guys now seemed to be like dumb animals around start fighting for it on the ground.
My atention shifted to the crows now dumbstruck and had that expression of what the fuck?.
I laughed so hard inside a chuckle escaped my lips and a smile as well a story for today I had to tell.
I returned my gaze back to her only to see that her gaze was set on me and it was one that seemed cold to me.
She stood up and made her way to my desk all eyes on her no less.
The steps sounded in my ear my heart thumping with some strange fear and the tension seemd to halt even the air.
"Why are you not like them?...Didnt you see me drop my pen?"
I pretended not to hear as my feeling of remorce and care seemd to slowly dissappear.
Her gaze sharpened even more on mine and I tried to find an answer in my mind.
What could I say without getting hurt by all the men in here who seem her servent no less what would be my first guess?.
"You'r resolve shook me more than your beauty... I didn't expect you to take this path and to change your ways for society to proper set their gaze....I know its not propper but I will tell... Now before it is lost complete the feeling I held deeply...If ever you should walk their path the things you would have crushed in the dust would be my heart and my trust." The gasps in the air increased my fear but words fell wit thin line to be fair.
"I know that now you feel approved and for this you must be deeply moved.
Feeling this way for the first time... But your soul it will take to be one of these fake.I know your heart cannot bear to be cruel and harsh, look at them these crows they have no sense and remorse they are nothing but hollow to me, dolls with plastic surgery..."
She smiles and give a laugh
"That right there is what you should treasure... You laugh out of happy pleasure unlike the constant senseless laughter of those fools, yours have reason and warmt and a smile calming any soul uneased...
"Its what they will take from your soul,This is why unlike the rest of the sheep my pride and heart I choose to keep for now you want to undo the growing love I have for you..."
On a whim my heart had spilled before her eyes a plea for her not to follow her demise in my eyes.
What happened next made the silence before grow even more as she huged me like never before I felt her tears creep trough my shirt and hugged the girl whom was drowning in hurt.
"I.. would rather be an out cast as long as I had your love..."
Her words coursed trough me and the answer before sound was heard as my heart beated hard in her ear for just her alone to hear.
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Daily Dose
PuisiEveryday I will add one of my poems here, Each poem you will see was written off an emotion/emotions I was feeling at the time. Some may be dark so it's okay to look away. Any art seen may not be mine, and is just used to set the mood. The poems how...
