They Call Me Crazy

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Screaming. I hear a child screaming. I see nothing but I can hear the child screaming. This always happens. They come out and take over me. They protect me. But the voices never stop. They tell me to do things, but I don't know. Should I listen or should I ignore. Who knows. Maybe one day i'll be stuck like this forever. Would I be lonely or would the voices keep me company. The darkness consumes me. People try to help me but nobody wants to listen to me. Maybe it'd be a good thing being stuck here. I wouldn't have to do anything. I could just float around constantly, keeping to myself. But i'm not alone in the dark. Far off there is a house. My friends live their, all six of them. Kina is young and cheerful, Hanhi is bright and calm, Minah is graceful and kind, Suki is mischievous and sassy, Daein is cool and sarcastic, and Xikun is protective and creative. I think i'd like to just live in the house with my friends rather than be out in that cruel world. Everyone says i'm crazy, a freak, but my friends know that i'm not. Maybe I should just disappear.
Person: "Ms.Hong? Ms.Hong are you alright?'' The darkness is stolen from me once again by the people who think i'm crazy.
"I'm fine" I say dryly. They'd never understand what it's like. Hanhi usually takes over when i'm here. She can handle these situations better than I can. I hate being here, the hospital. They take poor misunderstood people, drug them, hurt them, tell them they are crazy...why am I here?
Doctor: "Ms.Hong your schizophrenia fits have increased over the past three months. Have you been taking your medicine?" He says the same thing every time we see each other. Why should I respond to him.
Doctor: "Are you having more fits recently? Do you think it's because of your alters coming out more? Do they cause you to have fits?" so many annoying questions. I won't respond to these either. I just want to go back to the house in the dark. My friends would like me there more. My reluctance caused him to leave. Oops. Really, I don't care what he has to say, it never helps me.
Suki: "We should leave I want some pizza!!" such a whiny boy.
Hanhi: "Hush Suki we have to be here it's not our choice" His twin sister always keeps him in check.
"We can leave i'm done here." Time to leave. I stand up and take off. I hear them screaming my name but who cares anyway. I just want to be alone.

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⏰ Last updated: Aug 29, 2018 ⏰

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