2:35am- nakita kong oras sa wall clock.
"Aysh >.< Ansarap pa ng tulog ko eh." nagising ako dahil sa ingay ng cellphone ko sa ibabaw ng durabox. Bumaba ako ng bahay.
"Tahimik na pala masyado kapag ganitong oras, baka may multo?" just trying to scare myself but it didn't work.
I brought my cellphone with me pero hindi ko pa tinignan kung sino yung nagtext kanina.
~If I die young, bury me in satin~
Yan yung tunog na nanggising sa'kin kanina, message alert tone ko. I opened the message and read it.
"Hope you'll change your mind. I'm still waiting for you.." - the texter send me this effin' text. I viewed the sender's name and..
"Psh. Si ex lang pala. Bwiset."
Hindi na ako nagreply sa pag-aakalang hindi na ulit siya magtetext. Umakyat na ako pabalik ng kwarto na may dalang isang basong tubig. Humiga na ako matapos ipatong sa ibabaw ng durabox ang baso at sinubukang ibalik ang antok ko.
"Urgh! Di na ako makatulog >.<" I just went out of the bed and went to the bookshelf inside my room. While looking for a book to read, tumunog ulit ang message alert tone ng cellphone ko.
"Ok. I'll talk to you some other time. Good night. I love you." - his text.
Dahil walang magawa ay naisip ko nalang na magreply.
"Don't. And please stop pesting me." then send it to him.
"I'm sorry." he replied.
"Why are you still wide awake at this hour?" I just asked him.
"Cause I'm still thinking of you." before I get the chance to reply to his message, he called. I answered it right away.
"Ba't ka pa tumawag?" bungad ko sakanya.
"I just want to hear your voice Maddy.." malumanay niyang sabi.
"Talaga?" sarkastiko kong sagot.
""Mads, I'm sorry. Sa lahat lahat ng nagawa ko, I'm terribly sorry. I'll change for you-"
Bago pa niya tapusin ang sasabihin niya ay in-end ko na ang tawag and turned off the phone.. at naramdaman ko nalang na basa na yung cheeks ko..
I'm crying for Pete's sake. Then I decided to go back to bed.
"Why is he like that? I almost believed his words." :/ kausap ko sa sarili ko.
Kinuha ko ang unan and tinakip sa mukha ko. Bumabalik sa isip ko kung ano ang talagang dahilan ng break-up namin.
FLASHBACK.
Yael is courting me for almost 6mos. Then one day, the day before his birthday, napag-isipan ko na sagutin na siya tutal matagal na din naman kaming nagde-date, umuwi at magrecess.
Yael is a very nice person kaya maraming nagkakagusto sakanya. He always gives his smile to everyone kahit hindi niya kakilala. Syempre, as his gf, super proud ako na ako yung mahal niya. Then one day..
I was about to surprise him dahil 2nd monthsary na namin nun. I was on my way to a restaurant when a girl accidentally bumped me, but since I'm in a good mood, hinayaan ko nalang.
I saw Yael inside the restaurant, parang may hinihintay siya. I stayed on my place outside and watched him. The girl who bumped me walked towards him.
"Hi Trina! How's your day?" he greeted the girl.
Nagulat ako nang bigla niyang yakapin yung babae and he kissed her on her lips, then, they left the place holding each others hand.
I was astonished. Di ko alam kung ano'ng gagawin ko. It's just so surreal. With my two eyes, nakita ko ang pagtataksil niya. Imbis na ako yung magsu-surprise, ako yung sinurprise.
