The real me

A/N This is a story about what I basicaly go through at school and how I feelalmost everyday but if your not into that kind of stuff thn don't read it. I hope you guys enjoy this little book thingy because it's my first crack at writing so please no hate comments or anything - Awkward Turtle cx            

      Ugh stupid alarm -.- Makes me mad the fact that school has to start so early.... Ugh I look at my phone and as always no texts, message's, tweets, kik's, or even a new follower on Instagram. My brother is leaving already. He's in a rush as always and forgets to give me a kiss. I don't mind so I just text him and say " Love you bro, have a good day <3 ". I hit send and yawn for like 2 minutes. Ugh another sleepless night of too much shit on my mind. I try to remember what I was thinking about. Ugh of course I can't remember. I look at the time and it's 6:45 A.M. Blegh time to get ready for another day on hell .-. I get my outfit, see if it meets my school's or mostly everyone's approvel. Yea it looks fine... normal black jeans and my favorite mario shirt. I slip them on and go to the bathroom because I really have to pee. When I'm done I brush my teeth. I hate having to use a soft tooth brush because of my stupid braces. I look at the clock.. it's 7:00 o'clock already. Well I have a little time to watch T.V. I turn on Spongebob because it's literally the only thing that's on in the ass crack of dawn. it's the eipsode where Songebob loses Gary. I love this eipsode even though it's like the most deppressing one and most people will find it weird that I like it so much. When the episode is over it's 7:30. Shit I'm going to be late. I put on my shoes, brush my hair, find my backpack, find my headphones, look at the weather and put on my overly sized sweater. Today's suposed to be raining and sure enough it is. I love the rain so much because it describes what I feel. Not sad, not angry, but mello. I grab my phone and charger because you never know. I kiss my mom bye and tell her I love her and same for my little brother after waking him up for school. I plug in my head phones and look for some good music on my phone. Yes! My favorite song comes on ^.^ It's Buried Alive By Avengend Sevenfold. I'm waling to my bus stop and see Angel and Asher. I walk slower to avoid talking to them or them seeing my face. Ugh I'm here now. I hate seeing all these people here because I feel like they're just staring at me. Of course the bus driver is late. He is always late by like 10 mintues. It's bullshit but you learn to deal with it. Finally he's here. I just want to get this shit we call school over with.