i'm sick || tododeku

⇢ i love you ?

A/N: hi guys. I know y'all must be so mad at me cos i haven't updated in a year or sum shit?? damn... i don't know, all i can say that a lot has been going on with life and just generally i have had no motivation to write whatsoever. i am so so sorry that you've had to wait so long but;; i'll do what i can :> also i haven't watched bnha and anime in general in SO fucking long, i'm definitely planning to catch up and maybe rewatch to refresh my memory cause i literally can't remember a lot.. also i have no idea what i was planning to do with this story cos i just looked back at my plan and it's so different like ?? anyway i'll stop now, pls enjoy the long awaited uwu

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Todoroki's footsteps grew fainter and fainter until all that could be heard was silence, as if no one had been there in the first place. As if a broken boy - a killer had not just been embraced by an aspiring hero.

Midoriya sat up in his bed, a million thoughts buzzing through his mind - what had he just done? Had he just hugged a psychotic killer who had killed thousands? And had that same boy just ran out of his bedroom.. into the.. school...

"Shit,," Midoriya mumbled to himself, mind immediately snapping into hero mode. Jumping to his feet, he only just realised the absence of his clothes. Surprised but with no time to think, he glanced around and spotted his clothes from the previous night folded neatly by his bedside table. Entirely confused, the green haired boy shoved on his garments, lazily slipped on his bright red trainers and hopped out the door still attempting to get them entirely onto his feet.

He dashed out the door, only for his heart to drop deep into his chest. A loud shriek echoed throughout the waking dorms.

Uraraka.

Without a second thought, Izuku dashed to the staircase and started making his way up to the fourth floor. Stumbling over his own feet, the poor boy ran down the corridor straight to his best friend's room. Practically skidding to a halt, his heart beat only further quickened when before him was a open door.

"oh my god, Midoriya!" Uraraka called from inside. Izuku slowly exhaled a sign of relief as he entered into her room, only to be welcomed by a large embrace from the terrified girl. After a few awkward seconds, she pulled away and looked into his eyes, trembling. Midoriya gave a slight smile, which soon disappeared.

"Uraraka, I need you to tell me which way he went." Izuku's intense stare accompanied his words.

"d-do you know what's going on??" Ochacko stumbled over her own words, trembling with fear after what she had just seen. "Midoriya, I'm being serious, I think I saw To-"

"Which way did he go, Uraraka." Midoriya repeated, this time in a more stern tone.

"he burst my door open, then went out the window. I tried to see where he was going and i was going to follow him but I was in so much shock and I just couldn't move and i-"

Midoriya let go of the girl as soon as he heard what he needed and sprinted through the room, slowing momentarily to climb out the window. He had one thing on his mind and it was Todoroki. He didn't know why, or how - all he knew at that moment was that he needed him.

"Midoriya- where are you going-" the horror on Ochako's face only intensified as relaised what he was doing.

"I- don't know." he answered, rather matter of factly, before leaping from the open window.

"MIDORIYA!!" Uraraka was in tears now. He had saved her one too many times, and if she had seen who she think she had seen, she knew even Midoriya didn't stand a chance.

By this point multiple students came dashing into her room to see what was going on.

"What's going on?!" a familiar voice echoed throughout the room as Aizawa sensei asserted his presence. "Midoriya??" he whispered as he saw the green-haired boy drop to the ground. "Get back here this instant! There an intruder loose on school grounds!" He called desperately from the room, fully well knowing that Midoriya if anyone would not listen. Using one for all, the boy leaped from the school building safely down to the ground, only to begin running around the corner and out of sight towards the exit of the school - still only one thing on his mind.

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And there he was. Midoriya watched as Todoroki blasted ice from his hands, a rigid slope leading up to the top of the fence. He watched as he swiftly set his foot on the slope and began running upwards, marvelled at the ethereal sight of the man as he stood atop of the wall and blasted the slope with burning flames. He was paralysed at the sight, but determined to say something before he was gone for good Midoriya opened his mouth.

"Todoroki." He say blurted out, emerging from the corner.

Todoroki's face instantly dropped as he spotted the man who, in his eyes, had ruined his entire being. "Get the fuck away from me-" he spat, quickly turning his back. Just as he was about to leave that school for good, Izuku spoke up once again.

"Why didn't you kill me?" he questioned, voice cracking as he did.

Todoroki glanced back before speaking the words;

"because I love you."

and with that, he leaped down from the wall. And once again, a confused yet somewhat heart-warmed Midoriya listened as the boy's footsteps grew softer, and softer, and softer; until they dissipated.

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this was so short im so sorry but i was writing more but i was stressed cos i just couldn't write anything good :( also im sorry this is so dry and just plain bad honestly i just don't feel the passion from before;; but pls bear with me i will try and get back into it.

also i think im gonna write a taekook ff bcs i feel like i would have way more passion for it what do u think u_u