All My Love

I am by no means someone who is open with their feelings. I try to avoid them for the most part, and I hide behind my wall of silence and fear- I always have.

But you? You've ruined me. You've broken down my walls with your unapologetic self. You've made me care about things I never have. You've made me go and learn a whole musical to impress you. You made me conscious of myself and what I do, how I act, how I dress.

You taught me so many things, from little things like, how to open powder bags, to things like how to be myself and not apologize for it. How to defend the people I care about.

You've made me feel so many things I never thought I would feel and you don't even know it.

You had the fucking audacity to make me love you, but I can't be mad at you.

You made me feel so angry and sad when you went out with people who you couldn't see were horrible for you and didn't treat you the way you deserve to be treated.

Every time you compliment me or tell me I'm "cute", you melt my heart.

You get every single reference I make and make one back.

Anytime I sing a song, you sing it too.

We talk at the same time because we've spent so much time together.

You're the only reason I can be myself, but you'll never know that.

I'll never tell you how I feel because if you rejected me, it would break me, and I can't live my life without you.

I remember you were scared I wouldn't accept you once, and you didn't know that there is nothing you could do or be that I wouldn't accept.

I love you with my whole being and nothing will change that.

All my love,

M