Angel And The Dark Knight

23. THE DAMAGE IS DONE

Warning: some mature content may be you don't like so please skip it. You may start hating characters too.😅😅

CHAKOR'S POV

I'm so sitting here in his room on his bed at the edge. I m so nervous and excited. I don't know what should I do? How should I feel? Am I ready to do this? If he hurt me then? If I don't feel good about his touches then? I know now I m overthinking. I should think before signing the contract papers. I know from tomorrow morning he will think me one of those women who do this for their own pressure and he may stop loving me or maybe he already stopped loving me the other day when I humiliated and rejected his love again. I was so lost in my thoughts which got broken the door opened with loud thud and he was standing there at the door.

Totally drunk and mess. His eyes were red ,his face was flushed looked like he was drinking since days and not having sleep. He took two steps ahead which were stammering and entered inside the room without turning back he closed doors and Locked it. His eyes were on me , his gaze is so intense that I had to avert my eyes.

He started taking slow and stammering steps towards me. His look terrified me and I stood for edge of bed . He was so drunk and he was not able to balance and walk properly. His leg stuck on the carpet and was about to fall I ran and caught him on time by holding his shoulders and he hold me back by my waist.

His touch send tingling sensation in my body. My body shiver at his touches. I closed my eyes to apprehend it. I felt his hands holding my waist little stronger and I opened my eyes and found him smirking at me with a smug look in his face. He knows his touch affects me. I felt embarrassed, I know I m blushing like tomato and I kept my face low and staring at carpet to hide my blush.

"You are not ready yet?" Suddenly out of blue he asked and I looked upward to lock my eyes with him.

"I...I I was..." I lost my words. His eyes are becoming darker now.

"You was what" he know I don't have any valid excuse but he is teasing me.

"I.. I was waiting for your commands" wow!! My choice of words!!! Hearing my words I could sense stiffness in his body and his jaw clenched maybe it's my imaginations.

"Fine" he said without any emotion in his voice and pushed me little with jerk. I don't understand what was that. And his next word shook me to hell.

"Strip" he said loudly more like shouting. I was shocked.

"I don't like to repeat myself Miss CHAKOR" this time he shouted. His tone scared me , I started Trembling.

I was standing like statue. He took one step toward me and this terrified me and I took a step back.

"If you was not ready then why you signed the contract Miss CHAKOR" he shouted "if you not strip by your own then I have to do this and that will hurt you" hearing his words tears started flowing on my cheeks. He is not my SURAJ. My SURAJ can never do this to me. But now I don't have choice. I have to do this but his his cold and inappropriate behaviour gives me strength to deal with it. I will make my heart to pain less. Atleast now I know my words will not hurt him anymore. My rejection will never hurt him anymore. Now I m nothing but trash for him.

Slowly slowly with trembling hands I opened the bottoms of my shirt and and that fell on floor. Now my upper body is only cover with small peace of cloth that is my upper inner garment. I don't have any strength to look at him and make eye contact with him.
I was praying he may change his mind and stop me going further but guess what I was wrong. He didn't.

"Now I will do this" he stopped my hands which were about to unbuckle my skirt belt. This gave in a disgust feeling for his. It's first time in my life when want to hate him from bottom of my heart.

He came so closed to me and hold me by my waist and started tracing his fingers seductively to my hands to arm. Don't know when he Undo the buttons of his shirt. His bare chest was separated from my upper body just by my hands. I can see the lust and desires in his eyes. He smiled smugly and asked me.

"Would you like to drink? Trust me it will help you to bear the pain" he said licking his lower lip. I felt nauseated.

"Wait, sit here I will be back in a minute" he said and left.

"Here take it" he handed me a glass of drink which a tried to denie but his death glare forced me to accept it.

"Now drink" he ordered me and I look at him.

"I...I don't drink" I said chocked.

"Oh , c'mon. I know you can drink it. C'mon!!! And he forced me to drink.

"Good girl" and he kissed me on my cheeks. He was smelling like alcohol. His smell and the drink started making me feel dizzy.

He pushed me on bed and came over me. I tried to push him off me but he pinned my hands above my head. His body weight was so much for me to push him off me. His grip was so strong. He was so much stronger than me. I was helpless. I started crying like maniac.

"Stop crying and look at me and reciprocate my action" he shouted. I stopped crying due to fear.

His eyes scanned my face then his eyes stopped at my lips. His eyes becoming darker. His face is coming closer to mine and I turned my face to other side so he could not kiss my lips. But his lips linger on my left cheek and it travel to my jaws to my neck. He is licking, sucking and biting my skin. Today I m feeling I m the weakest girl on earth. Tears are flowing out of my eyes. My vision becomes blur. I m feeling dizzy . After that I don't know what happened. May be I lost my virginity tooooo.

😴😴😴😴 Finally I completed this part. I know it's a short update but I want to keep the suspense for next chapter so I had to stop here😌😌😝😝.

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