I've been searching for Irene since forever. Did she not come to school or what? The school is starting in 15 minutes...
Did something bad happened to her? I shrugged my thoughts off. Maybe she's just late.
I looked around the big ass school and finally stop my steps in front of the vending machine.
Putting in some notes and choose the cold cola.
"oho what the f- why is it not coming out?!"
I hit the machine several times hoping that it was just stucked on its way out.
But nothing happens.
"You motherfuc-
Right then I kicked the machine and 3 of the same drink came out.
"That's why you don't mess with the kim-
I stopped when I realized the things I just blurted out.
Ah the memories.. With him.. I'm embarrassed to say this but I'm missing him. My brother, taehyung.
shit.
I sighed and picked up one of the drink and left the other 2 behind.
I opened it and the noise of the soda sizzling sounds refreshing. A few big gulp of the cold drink run through.
The no one asked for annoying 'gassy' taste to it hurts my throat.
"Yuck this sucks, should've picked the sprite"
"I know right"
Huh?
I turned my back and see smiling jimin behind me holding an opened cola can.
"yup I took the one you left behind"
I smirked. Adorable.
"What? Not like I stole this horrible shit"
"Lol Nothing jimin.. Are.. You alone?"
"Do you see someone else here?"
"Not that but-
"Jeez tae are you becoming crazy now that you don't have any friends?"
This hoe I swear.
"you can go if you wanna insult me like that"
"Chill taeyeon I was just kidding around. You know we haven't talked for so long after your cheap drama with your brother"
he then sips some of the cola again.
"I'm- sorry"
the look on jimin's face changed.
"Why the fuck are you even sorry kim taeyeon?"
" I made everything worse, I ruined our relationship, I ruined my relationship with my only brother jimin why the fuck should I not be sorry?!"
"BITCH-"
"WHAT HOE"
"okay fine. Listen. Taeyeon you need to understand that what Taehyung been doing all this while is what every other brother would do if its their sister okay? He was worried of you, he doesn't want anything bad to happen to you and-
"Jimin! Please I am 18 ffs! I can decide on what I want to do! And Its not like I'm trying to help a fucking killer or something! Irene? She's been bullied! She has to have someone to guide her and get out of that trauma! You just- urgh! Don't know anything!"
*splash*
with an annoyed face he crumpled the emptied can and throw it on the floor.
"now who the fuck say i fucking don't know nothing? YOU made the decision and you are sorry for that? OHO WHERE'S THE 18YEARS OLD BRAVE AS HELL TAEYEON WHO WANTS TO MAKE HER OWN DECISION?"
"Jimin-
"And who the fuck said you can cut my words while I'm talking? Just because I'm nice to you doesn't mean you don't have to respect me."
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He, looks different. He doesn't look like the jimin I know.
"I'm sorry-
"and fucking stop saying sorry can you? Who the hell are you? Are you really the Kim Taeyeon I know? Why are you so fucking weak these days? Like what I did just now? If you are really my Kim Taeyeon I know my ass would have been whipped until I can't walk anymore but what did you do? Displaying your sorry here and there"
He let out the biggest sigh. Run his fingers through his hair.
"What do you want me to do jimin? No one understands me! What I'm trying to do all this while. No one got my back. I feel helpless. But I know my effort will never go to waste! Taehyung too jimin. Gosh he fucking know me more than anyone else but what did he do? Stopping me even when he knows its a good thing-
My body feels hot. Hotter than boiling water. This is unfair. Why am I the only one to blame?
I got back to my senses when a hand gripped my arms. tightly.
"y-you are the one who don't know anything taeyeon. You really don't. Stops you? Who? Taehyung? No it wasn't him, it was you! Who stop yourself taeyeon-
"No jimin, it wasn't that I knew everythin-
"CAN YOU FUCKING LISTEN TO WHAT I WANNA SAY AND STOP CUTTING MY WORDS THEN MAYBE YOU WILL ACTUALLY STOPS FOR A WHILE AND THINK
SO TELL ME? WHEN DID HE STOP YOU? YES, MAYBE WHEN YOU FIRST TOLD HIM BUT NOW? DID HE STOPS YOU? NO TAEYEON. HE LET YOU DO WHAT YOU THINK IS RIGHT. HE TOLD ME IF THE WORST THING IN THE WORLD IS THE ONE THAT CAN MAKE YOU HAPPY HE IS WILLING TO SACRIFICE. SO WHY HAVEN'T YOU CARRY OUT YOUR PLAN? OF BECOMING A SAVIOUR FOR SOMEONE YOU DIDN'T EVEN KNOW INSIDE AND OUT. BECAUSE YOU YOURSELF ARE UNSURE OF YOUR DECISION. AM I DOING THE RIGHT THING? AM I NOT GONNA HURT PEOPLE AROUND ME? THIS IS WHAT STOPS YOU. I KNOW EVERYTHING TAEYEON. I JUST CAN'T TELL YOU NOW. J-just not now. But I'll tell you when it is time."
He sigh and left me dumbfounded.
what does he mean by he knew everything?
What is going on?
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Jimin's POV
I saw taeyeon and thought that I would say hi.
It's been so long since we actually talked. Though I don't know how she been doing, her brother is finally getting Fine.
After literally days of crying he finally smiled for the first time yesterday.
Why did she have to do that..?
She didn't even know who she really is.
Who.. Irene- no, Bae Joohyun really is.
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Thank you for reading and sorry for my grammar :((
