All Too Well || Ziall OneShot

All Too Well

 === regards to the past

Listen to All too well by Taylor Swift, it fits perfectly.

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And I know it's long gone, and that magic's not here no more,

And I might be okay

But i'm not fine at all.

Cause' there we are again on that little town street.

You almost ran the red 'cause you were looking over at me.

Wind in my hair, I was there, I remember it all too well.

Niall remembers the summer he fell in love with a boy. And he never saw it coming. They had fallen in love within the blink of an eye. Something that only a few experience in their lifetime and he was one of those few. But that was the problem, they had fallen in love, too, fast. He wishes he could go back and change the events leading to the separation of the both of them, but lastly he cant.

But a smile comes across his face each time he watches the film, True Romance because he recalls watching it everyday that summer with his arms wrapped around him placing small kisses at the nape of his neck. Sharing long, lingering touches with one another.

Or when he has a peppermint pattie he thinks of how Zayn's lips tasted exactly the same way.

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Those days had gone by like hours during that summer, spending time down by the lake. They  would often roast marshmallows and look at the stars above them, Zayn would lie next to Niall watching as his eyes searched the big sky. Thinking that you are suppose to love someone so much it hurt, wasn't that what love was all about? Zayn took Niall's hand and squeezing it tightly. Niall quickly sat up wondering what was wrong with Zayn.

"Zaynie, are you okay?" Niall asked taking his hand and kissing the knuckles softly. Zayn smiled wondering how he had gotten so lucky. Zayn shook his head and moved closer to Niall, now their faces were just inches apart.

Zayn then kissed Niall, slowly at first. Their lips just barley brushing when Niall pulled him closer knowing he was scared. This was Zayn's first kiss. He could feel Zayn's breath hitching in his throat, and his heart beating fast against Niall's chest. Pulling away for a brief moment, breaking the kiss momentarily. "You're so.. nervous Zayn.." Niall smiled brightly.

"I just wanted it to be perfect.." Zayn said shyly, biting his lip. "It was." Niall said simply and kissed Zayn once again never wanting their lips to leave one another. 

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"What's going to happen to us Zayn?" Niall asked while they were driving in the car. They were now at a stop light, waiting for it to turn green. They were in the middle of nowhere, not a car in sight but they still felt the need to follow traffic laws. Zayn looked over at his boyfriend.

The windows were down, the sun shining and wind was blowing through Niall's hair. Sunglasses on his face as his arm sat out the window to feel the sun against his pale, flawless skin. Niall looked at Zayn for a long time wondering if he was going to give an answer, but he didn't. He just watched the boy he loved. "I don't know." Zayn mumbled