My Crazy Ex [박지민] under editing

chapter 4 confession

Edited
• alexithymia =
the inability to express your feelings.

We were walking to the car and Jin yelled "Yoongi!! Taehyung!! Get in the car now and stop being childish" I chuckled and sat in the car along with everyone else.

Jimin pov
At the amusement park I am going to confess to Yoonji. I hope she says yes because I love her and only her, no one else. I will never love anyone other than her. She will be forever mine from the moment I confess. And I will never let her go. That's a promise.

Yoonji pov
We finally arrived after 2 hours of whining and complaining from Taehyung and Jungkook. I know they are just doing it to make annoy Jin. But surprisingly Jin never said anything to them. We all got out of the car after Jin finally found a parking spot. Everyone was exited and laughing with eachother.

We entered the park after getting enough tickets for everyone. I walked with Hoseok to give him a sense of comfort. I know he is scared and I was there to comfort him. We all stood together as Jin did another head count. We were all already standing in pairs with who we were going off with.

Me and Hoseok were together. Jimin, jungkook and taehyung were together. Namjoon, jin and yoongi were together. We quickly discussed where the meeting spot would be and what time to meet back. Then we all ran in different direction with our groups.

I noticed, the more we walked towards the rides, the more Hoseok would beome more anxious. I glanced at him.

He looked scared. I held his hand to give him a sense of comfort. While we were in the car he told me how when he was younger he witnessed a roller-coaster accident.  He was very young so I understand why he would still be scared. I want to show him it can be fun and that nothing bad will happen.

We walked around a bit more before coming to a stop near a rollercoaster. It was big and has pink tracks. It was called hurricane and Hoseok held my hand tightly, shaking slightly. "Are you okay?" I asked watching his expression to make he was okay. I felt him nod. I slowly let go of his hand and he smiled at me.

"Thank you Yoonji. You're the only one who is trying to help me" he said, while we walked into the que for the big ride. There was a very long line, this ride seamed to be extremely popular.

"You sure you'll be okay on this big ride?" He smiled. "If I'm with you, I'll be okay" he said looking back up to the ride with an encouraging look.

"You will be okay and there is no need to thank me, I am your friend and that's what friends do" I said nudging his shoulder playfully.

It was finally our turn to go on the ride and we both got on. Hoseok looked like he was ready so I stopped being overly worried about him. We went on with intention to enjoy it. And that's exactly what we're going to do.

The ride was over and we were a laughing mess. We both enjoyed it and he didn't seen so scared anymore. The giggles died down and we were deciding what to go on next.

"That was so fun!! Thank you for help in me" he said engulfing me in a hug once we were off the ride. I patted his head and he released me. "So where should we go now?" I asked, while we headed towards the further end of the park.

We both had one big kumamon bear each. We had played so many games. The funny thing is, that he spent all his money on buying his one and in the end didn't win. I felt bad and won for him. I won twice so we both got one. He was so happy.

As we walked around I saw Jungkook, Taehyung and Jimin. Me and Hoseok both ran to them.

Jimin pov
I finally found her. She was walking with Hoseok hyung, both holding a big kumamon bear. They ran up to us. They looked like they had enjoyed themselves a lot. I'm happy to see that Yoonji has enjoyed herself, I just wish it was with me.

"Hey Yoonji" I said when they reached us. "Oh, hey Jimin" she replied happily, which made me smile. "Do you want to go on some rides with me" I asked. "But what about Hoseok??" She asked. "Don't worry he can go with Tae and Jungkook" I replied.

"okay let's go, bye Hoseok have fun" she said, smiling and waving at him. They all went running to the rides. We started walking in the direction of other rides.

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Yoonji pov
We were walking towards the rides, not really talking. Jimin was holding my hand, softly swaying. We were approaching a roller-coaster that we both wanted to go on. I was going to walk into the que when he pulled me away from the que.

"Yoonji let's go somewhere else" he said walking me in the other direction. I furrowed my brows. where else could we be going other then the roller-coaster? He started pulling me in the other direction, I stumbled trying to keep up.

"Hey wait- Jimin where are you taking me?" I asked trying to slow him down. He seemed too eager and exited to take me along with him. I was looking back at how far we were from the rides. I was as confused as ever, wondering what he was up to.

"I'll showyou, just come with me" he hastily pulled me along with him until we reached a bench, facing the beach. The beach was beautiful at this time. The waves crashed on the shoe with a calming crashing. the weather was sunny and beautiful. And I was holding hands with Jimin who I may have a tiny crush on. Maybe a lot bigger then a small crush.

We came to sit down on the bench. We both looked around taking in our surroundings. I glanced at him still wondering why he brought me here.

"So Jimin-shii why did you bring me here?" I asked, looking at his face. I always loved the way he smiled. The way his eyes would almost completely disappear when he smiled. The way his perfectly carved teeth showed every time he smiled. It was the most beautiful thing ever. it made my heart flutter.

His smile has a weirdly strong affect on me. He held my hand in his and spoke.

"I love you"

I heard the words slip from his mouth. What..!? Did I hear that right? My mouth hung open for a few seconds before he started to speak again. I couldn't believe if what I was hearing was true.

"I understand I-if you don't feel the same wa-" he stuttered but was cut off blushing and sitting there frozen in his spot. I had just kissed his cheek causing him to blush profusely.

"So that means a yes!?" He asked eagerly holding my hands against his chest. I nodded lightly causing him to smile. He engulfed me into a big bear hug.

"Thank you! I can't believe it!" He mumbled into my shoulder. I could feel him smiling widely. I am glad that I made him so happy. I stood up after he released me from the hug. We walked back to the park.

We spent more time going on some more rides before we had to go back. We got a message from Jin to come back, we were leaving now.

These were probably the most enjoyable moments I've had in a long time. And I could spend that time with Jimin, whilst we all had so much fun together. We walked hand in hand, talking.

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Yoongi pov
It was soon time for us to be heading back to the meeting spot. I was walking with Namjoon and Jin Hyung. We got there a bit early and sat down at one of the benches. I saw Yoonji and Jimin holding hands. I can't believe it! I think Jimin finally asked her and it looks like she agreed.

I walked towards them. They were both so giddy and happy. "So?" I asked Jimin as they finished their conversation. He smiled at me.

"Yes Hyung it went well, actually better than expected!" he smiled holding Yoonji in his arms. I rolled my eyes at their affection with each other. 

"Yeah she's still my sister! She's not only yours" I argued pulling them apart and gesturing Yoonji to go to the car first. She huffed and walked to the car, getting in first.

"Is the surprise ready?" I asked Jimin. He nodded "It's all set up" he grinned.