I dated twins...

deceit at its finest pt 1

the day was new the sky was grey and white, the sea mirrored the gloomy expression but somehow it still seemed enjoyable. like a storm, daunting, dangerous and to some ugly but to me, incredibly beautiful. I was okay, I wasn't terrified but I was most definitely scared. I missed taron, the way he'd wake me up in the mornings. I missed the smell of coffee coming from- oh my god pancakes!  I ran quickly out of my room and down the stairs to find an amazingly attractive woman in black jeans a red leather jacket combat boots and a cami which accentuated her milky brown skin colour beautifully, she was stunning, she was broad and looked strong. "damn" I whispered to myself as I admired the view. the feeling of jealousy was completely overcome because no one could even beat her, she was the love child of johnny depp and beyonce, she was flawless.

"who the hell are you?" she asked turning round. "I could ask you the same thing" okay the attitude kinda put me out of my amazement. "names Clarke" I nod "louisa" she stares at me like im lying for a split second then returns to the pancakes. "why you here louisa?" I shrugged, truth be told, I had no idea anymore "not a clue what so ever" she laughed "your a first timer aren't you?"

heh?

"you have never done something like this in your life have you?" I shook my head "that obvious huh?" she laughed "girl your in underwear around one of the Mathews boys and between you and me, not the right one" I was starting to feel uncomfortable in the situation. "what do you mean ' the wrong one'?" I asked curiously bringing a mug of coffee up to my mouth eyes wide waiting for an answer "its not my place to judge but, you kinda went for the wrong one, taron is so much nicer, more vicious out in the field sexy-"

"okay let me stop you there sweet cheeks all of this with tom-" I waved my hands around as I spoke silently thinking I looked like a complete fool. "-is nothing, we're not sleeping together nothing has happened we are just friends, if thats even what you can call this" I heard footsteps behind me stop instantly. her eyes nearly jumped out of her head as she stared just a little beyond me. "crap" I whispered, I spun round and there he was all dressed and geared up.              "you didn't tell her did you?" he moves closer to Clarke pouring himself coffee. she shook her head biting her lip, the lust caught in his eyes was dangerous I could feel it.                                          "told me what?!" I demanded, they both looked up as if to say 'what now?'. Clarke looked at him as they talked with their eyes trying to get the other to tell me what was going on but I was growing impatient quickly.

"what!! what the hell is happening!?" they both shaken from their 'conversation' and looked so guilty it was as if they had just shot an innocent person dead. "oh come on tom! she's not a glass on the verge of shattering clearly she's stronger than you thought so just tell her!" tom sipped heavily on his coffee. she huffed and turned back to me "we have a location on taron and we want to go and check it out, your not coming because we believe its you they want"

"what?" she hung her head a little "girl dont make me repeat myself" she warned I shook my head "no I heard you, I just think its extremely rude that this Is the way your going about it"

"so not mad?"

"yes im mad you idiot! how long have you had this information?!" she shrugged "five minutes maybe so we got to go because if we're being real this might not end well for anyone" she grabbed a bag off of the table and headed out to the car. "just friends? is that us? all we are?" I whine and try to avoid him but I cant, his eyes looked so dark and sad it was like I was being compelled to listen. "can we talk about this when you get back?" he smiled angrily "what with my brother so we can do this whole trio thing again? no I need an answer now"

"well you cant have an answer now"

"why not?!"

"because"

"because what?"

"because okay yeah your hot your funny and maybe screwed up but im 10 times worse okay plus I slept with your brother, I get on with your brother and I have no idea what he and I are or what you and I are, so because is the only answer I can give you right now because these past couple weeks let alone days have been some of the most confusing times of my life and its really starting to affect me now and-" he cupped my face in his hands and pulled me into him crashing his lips against mine, I wanted to pull away, for a couple seconds I believed I was pulling away but I could still feel him against me then it hit me, what the hell was I doing! what was I going to tell taron. I pulled away and slapped him.

I gulped nervous about what was going to happen next. what was I doing with my life, I was so screwed. "if i'm going to feel guilty about being here I want something to actually be guilty for, goodbye louisa" I just got the feeling back in my lips as he said goodbye. "why couldnt you just leave us as we are?!" he came back and kissed me again before resting his head against mine. "goodbye princess" he kissed my forehead and left, just like I had told him my dad had done. that way I couldnt be angry with him and he knew that, son of a bitch played me like a fiddle. I sat down as the door opened and closed. he never looked back. not once.                                             "oh im so screwed now, I miss crys!" I whined setting my head down against the cold marble.       I was alone in a villa, no one else and no car. fantastic.

I grabbed a bottle of wine and turned on the tv binge watching young and hungry as I drunk my problems away. I was on season two and gabbi had ended up in my situation only I chose the younger brother first, I think, their twins who knows who was born first. "god I need someone like josh" I squirted 'squirty' cream into my mouth as I fake cried. I wasn't bored but I was alone and quite frankly unhappy about it, I was cold but could never get the damn window to-            the window is shut?! the windows shut!

I reach under the sofa and pull out a gun I turn the tv up a little and look around. none of the doors were open. "you know you ever thought your cold because your personal body heater isn't here?" I spun in shock "taron?" there he was, a little scruffy in his suit but it was cute. his imperfections at their finest again but he looked perfect. his hair was messy his suit wasn't pressed and he was a little scratched, I wanted to hug him. how did he find us? has he been here this whole time?

"what are you doing here?" he shrugged moving closer to me "I dont think its fair that your my almost something and my brother kissed you, I mean I kissed you first but still, I wanted to give you something to remember me by" he was millimetres away now and I was biting my lip hard. he kissed me like he did the first time and nothing. I felt nothing. what the hell?!

"your not real are you?" he shook his head "your dreaming, day dreaming to be exact" I whined "why" he shrugged and I returned to reality.

"such a let down" I say laying down on the sofa. I watched as Sophia tried to tell gabi she was sleeping with joshes brother and well continuously failing. I enjoyed watching young and hungry because it made me forget whatever I needed to. I wanted my dream to be real, I was tired of all this crap, granted its been what, two three weeks? I was done.