We May Have A Shot at Love | [#ToAllTheBoysContest]

Of All People, It was You

Dear Mr. Cringy,

As you know, the way that you really make me cringe every single time that you do that weird little dance, but it makes me smile extra wide. It's something that I may tell you to stop doing on the daily, but you do it anyways, I really hope it's because you want to make me smile.
When we were at the football game Friday, I would see you try to steal glances at me, but I caught them everytime.
Was it because I was just looking that way at the moment? Or was it because I wanted to see if you were paying attention to my friend playing in my hair?
I had my arms resting over her legs as If they were arm rests on  a throne as we made eye contact about twelve times. Everytime our eyes met, I would bob my head to the music that was playing in my mind and we would share a small smile. Then you would do the dance again, and you knew I would fall for dead because of it.

And earlier the same day, we began talking about how all of our fellow band members and your mom thought we would be a cute couple. The thought of us being a thing made me laugh, but I truely want it to happen at some point. The point is, we both don't want our beds to get jealous of the other and love is over rated..... right?

Bang bang , there goes my heart.

I wish that you didn't have such an effect on me. Even though we both "don't want a relationship", it's obvious that at least one of us does.

We would have never met if one of us would not have joined band. We wouldn't be a new ship if you would never have said anything to me first. Hey, but that's how we became friends, and I would at least like to be that still.
Luckily, we even are friends. I'm just glad that we even spoke to each other. We have so much in common, thats what I think anyways.
Dark humor and cringe are something to get a friendship going.

I would be very lucky if we actually have feelings for each other. I mean, if you had them for me as well. That would be amazing. Did I forget to mention that I'm not allowed to date?? But nothing can truely hold love apart. Like with Romeo and Juliet, their parents didn't approve, but if dying was how they would be together in peace, that was worth what they went throught for each other.
I dont want you to end your life, you beautiful boy. You are what I live for. Because dying isn't going to make the world a better place for us teenagers, maybe understanding us will. Maybe anything happy will. Maybe love can save us all now.

What I'm trying to say here is:
I love you, boy.