in every love story..there will always be that part when one would get tired of waiting and will eventually let go..and hopefully...MOVE ON...
that's the hardest part...especially for someone who can't move on-- someone who NEVER want to move on...especially for ME...
i like him...no..that would be an understatement...i actually LOVE HIM...i've been waiting that this story would have a happy ending...that he will notice me..that he will LOVE ME BACK...but i guess...I'M WRONG...
siguro..ito na nga talaga yung moment na mgeemote ako ng bonggang-bongga..that moment when i have to listen to sad love songs and pour my heart out...that part when i'll drown my heart with BEER..opps!..di nga pla pwede..magagalit ang parents ko..HAIST!...
should i call my girl friends now?...kasi naman eh ...
I WAS SO DUMB TO FALL IN LOVE WITH A GUY LIKE HIM!!!arrrrrrrrrrrggggggghh!...
OMG!
Ano bang ginagawa mo? Are you talking to yourself?
Oh my God!...bakit ba tuwing nageemote ako, saka siya dumadating? ano sasabihin ko? yes..i'm talking to myself..ano bang pakialam mo?dinedma mo nga un confession ko eh...hmp..
Hey..Are you alright?
hey..are you alright ka dyan...hmp..
Are you still upset about that incident?
upset?HOW CAN I BE UPSET WITH SOMEONE I LOVE?
<force a smile>
@#%#@!
great?everything's great? naloloka na ba ako...how can i say that everything's fine when in reality everything's crumbling?!...everything's breaking to pieces..argh!...teka..iba ata aura niya ngayon..omg!..it seems like..CONCERN siya sa'kin...
I'm totally fine..thanks for your concern..<super sweet na ngiti> <blushing>
h ok..natanong ko lang..nakakatakot ka kasi..para kang baliw dyan...
<nganga> Ano? Aba..ang yyab--...
gGggrRRrr!...grabe ang yabang mo!..nakakainis!..
akala ko pa naman may sasabihin siyang iba...akala ko may mangyayaring maganda..just like in fairytales..when the prince realizes how much he loves the girl..and the confesses his feelings for her...
i think this is it...this is really is it is it...tsk...no more second thoughts... ito na yun..
KALILIMUTAN ko na siya...
i LOVE HIM...but i need to LOVE MYSELF more..
I need to go on...MOVE ON...
I'm tired of waiting...waiting for something that will never happen..
i'm tired of hoping...hoping for something that would never exist...
I'm tired of hurting myself...
tama..yun na nga ang gagawin ko...but HOW?
